The love I Never Had (Herb & Ari Love story) BOOK 1 [COMPLETE] {editing needed}

Chapter 17

Asia💕

Before I get into anything let me introduce myself well my name is Asia La'Nay bullock I'm 17 I do look older just from the fact I look like my mother she always looked older than her age also but I have 3 kids by Anthony  who is currently in the Army he's been in the army for at least 4 or 3 years now I only get to see him like for a week out of every month which is stressful but I know it's for me and the kids so I'm not complaining at all and plus he changed his life around because when I first met Anthony he was 15 & into the gang life with only Diamond,Brandon, MALLY,Gmoney,Squeak, kyro, Herb, Farro & Nicki at the time Because I was definitely 14 and Anthony told me he didn't want nothing to me so I couldn't gang bang at the time but when he left to the army I do now I'm well known and ain't nobody fucking taking shit from me if they ain't hand it to me I gotta do what I gotta do to make sure my kids good yes Anthony sends us money like 2,000 every few months but he use to send it every month so I had to go make that money for me and mines to eat but the money Ant give us gets put up for the kids plus some of the money I be having left over because I want my kids to have and be better than me and Ant they ain't gone have to do this shit everything they gone inherit I have A son & 2 Daughters  ( (1) AVA Jannae Robinson,(2)ALI Denise Robinson, & (3)Antwon Michael Robinson) but anyways I'm at home in the kitchen cooking breakfast till I hear Antwon running through my damn house again after I keep telling his bad ass to sit tf down

"ANTWON MICHEAL ROBINSON BRING YO HARD HEADED ASS HERE NOW" I yelled only to see Antwon peaking around the corner a few seconds later

"Come here now" I said with my hands on my hips mugging him causing him to come to me

"Antwon didn't I tell yo hardheaded butt to calm down with that damn running in my house what happened last time?" I said looking down at him folding my arms

"I knocked down your vase and lamp but mommy I-(gco)" He said

"No buts Ant you know better now go get AVA up for breakfast and check if ALI still sleeping" I told Ant before he went to do what I said

I began to make the kids plates and mine than sat them down on table I start wondering what's taking the kids so long to come in the kitchen so I got to Ava room I don't see them I got to Antwon room and they was on the floor fighting lord what I'm gonna do with these kids

"Ava get off your brother" I said breaking them up

"Ma she hit me first" Antwon said out of breath

"No he hit me first" Ava said folding her arms and rolling her eyes

"No I didn't dirty self I tried to wake you up like mommy said" Antwon said mugging Ava

"You a bum just like them kids from day care since I'm dirty" Ava said

"Aye aye aye cut that name calling shit out yall are siblings yall better than that and I taught yall better than that now get yall behinds in the kitchen to that table and eat" I said aggressively causing them to run to the kitchen