Rejected by my Mate

Chapter 2

It's been near four months since Ryder rejected me. 

I have stay strong even when I see him everyday in school. Everyday I would see him with Keri his current girlfriend and then I would feel the pain. 

I haven't told my family that I have found and got rejected by my mate, all in a matter of hours. They think that I just bum about not finding my mate. Yeah I'm bum because everywhere I look I see everyone happy with pack-mates and their mates.

Slowing I dragged my sore body out of bed, hopping today would be a little better then yesterday. Walking into my bathroom, for a shower. Once I was done with my morning routine I walked to my closet to find something to wear. 

Once I'm dress I walk downstairs to find my family sitting at the table. ''Morning.'' I said in a dull tone.

Everyone smile knowing that they going to get out of me. I haven't bother eating anything for the last couples weeks but yet I haven't lost any weight. 

Once Alison and Aaron finish. We left the house and got into Aaron's car as he driving us to school before going to college. The whole ride was quiet. Every few seconds Aaron would look at me in the Mirror, each time I would give him a fake smile.

Before I know we was pulling into the school car park. ''Thanks Aaron See you later.'' Alison said as we got out of the car.

''No problem. Don't forget i am in the college cross the road, if you need anything tell me.'' Aaron said.

Nodding my head  I started to walk away but stop when I saw Ryder with his new girlfriend. He was kissing her. Each kiss bought the pain of rejected and the fact that my mate was with someone else. 

A tear slip down my face. I quickly wipe it away before anyone saw that I was crying. I was wrong.  

''Al why are you Crying?'' My sister asked. 

The second Alison had spoke Ryder looked in our direction. Guilt and sadness washed over his face for a second before his mask was back in place. 

''Just remembering the old time.'' I lied. 

Alison nodded before taking my hand. Together we walked inside and headed for our classes. One thing about Alison was never pushed for the Truth. She would always wait until you was ready. 

By Lunchtime, I was in so much pain that I had to walk out of class. The teacher- who I can't remember his name- yelled at me for walking out but I didn't care. I wanted the pain to stop. I was sitting down at one of the benches waiting for Class to finished. So me and Alison could met up with Aaron and Anna for lunch. 

I looked up to see Alison talking to Ryder. I could tell from the distance between us was she was mad. Which was bad because Alison never get mad but when she did it was bad. It sometime took over an hour to calm down. I started walking over to them hoping to get away before I did anything stupid. I didn't have to bother because Ryder walked away. Leaving a still mad Alison, slowing i approach her but stop when she turned to face me but that wasn't what stopped me. No it was the pain that made me stop. 

I turned and run home knowing that the house would be empty for another hour. I run up to my room grabbing one of my bags I quickly filled it with money that I saved up for College but now it didn't matter because I was leaving. Once I put all my money in, I'll grabbed one pair of clean clothes and my camera. If I need more clothes I could always get new one when I found somewhere to stay. Running to my closet, I grab clean clothes and quickly changed. Then I ripped a pieces of paper out of one of books and wrote:

Dear Everyone, 

I'm writing to tell you that I can't stay here anymore. I have tried over ad over to stay  strong like you taught us to Daddy but I can't anymore the pain is to much. 

The last four months have been hell for me. I can't wait for my mate anymore. I need to leave. I hope that you all can understand why I didn't tell you how I felt. I couldn't bring myself to tell you the real reason I was down all the time.

Mum and Dad I'm glad that I have you two as my parents because of you I am a strong and excellent fighter. 

April, Anne and Alison you all are the best sisters I could ever ask for. You all stood by me that means everything to me . 

Ajay and Aaron we didn;t  always see eye to eye but when I need you. both was there for me. Even when we fought over the silly things but never took everything to seriously.

You all over more than my sibling you were also my best friends.

I hope you all  can forgive me for being a coward and running away from my problems. Just think of it as me moving on with  my life.

Sorry

Love

your loving Daughter and Sister Alexia Smith. <3

I wrote on another one this time to Ryder.

Dear Ryder,

I don;t even know why I am writing this letter .I guess it was the only way i would get to tell you how I really feel. I have no idea if you going to read this letter or not but I still going to write them down. 

So here they are, I hate you so much but I can't bring myself to fully hate you. 

I hate that I love you because you my mate. The one who was meant to loved me.

I hate you for everything that as happen.

I hate you for the pain you cause me over and over  but yet I understand the reason why you did them.

Do you know why?

It's because you are a coward. You can't stand that Tonie was Aaron's mate and not  yours. No instead you got me.

I hope you can live with yourself

Alexia 

Grabbing my bag I run downstairs, leaving the letter for my family and my phone on the kitchen table. Then I run to the Alpha and Luna house, I knew that only the Luna would be there. As the Alpha would be in a meeting with my Dad and his third in command. 

I knocked on the front door and waited. A second later the Luna open the door. 

''Hello Alexia, your dad over at the pack house.''

''I know I just want to hand you a letter for Ryder.'' 

''Why don't you wait he should be home in hour.'' Luna said.

''Sorry but I can't. I have other places to be at the moment.'' 

''Okay then.'' 

I handed her the letter before saying.''Please can you make sure only Ryder see this letter it important to me.''

''I will Alexia. I've missed you and Alison coming over everyday.''

''Me too. I've missed this house so much. Bye and thanks.'' 

That when I left my pack and how I run to Knight Pack.