Finding Mom

Complicated

"Luce did you hear me! "screams Bex."Hear what! and... If you're talking about your manicure I swear I will kill you!".I replied. Thats because lately Bex has been blabbing day and night about how good they look and the fact that I'm jealous... But I'm NOT! well... Bex is my best friend partly beacause I've known her ever since I was adopted and also because the first time we met we got along perfectly, it was as if we were born to be together! don't get me wrong Bex... but we have our own ups and downs when on that one day I accidentally broke Bex's favourite bracelet and the beads went everywhere then she screamed at me and gave me a 24 hour(actually...it wasn't that long only 45 minutes but it felt like shes going on and on for hours...) lecture on why I should never go near her jewellery and all that!."No! This is about my pedicure"she says and I look at her dumbfounded and thinking about what she just said ''Im just Kidding!" She added and at that moment i was confused and a bit angry...

"so... did you hear about Lyla she's moving to her home town in Texas!... for gods sake! I've known her since kindergarten and now she's moving! "she blabbed some more... ''For gods sake Bex!I totally do not care about fucking Lyla going to her fucking hometown! I am trying to focus on figuring the connection between my father being in army and where his grave might be... So can u please leave me to that! ", I replied as calmly as I could which is not very quite as calm as you may think. "Woah woah! Slow down... You need a break with all of this stuff messing with your head."Lyla said trying to make me feel better "come on we'll go to Amy's corner and have a nice cup of hot cocoa with whip cream on top and those white creamy muffins you like!" She said dragging me out of that tension and cheering me up but I cant!... And she does not realize how important this is to me. She has parents but i don't even know mine are alive or not...

But... Shes right! I am getting stressed out about this. So the idea of taking a break is not too bad... I sigh and reply in a cheerful manner. "Ok cool lets go!"