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Chapter Three

Andy's POV

We're currently in the dressing room waiting to go out and meet everyone. Usually this is one of the more chilled and enjoyable times as you get to see the fans and it's so rewarding knowing that you've put a smile on their faces. It's not like when we're about to go out on stage and are worried if the track fails or your voice goes, the only thing we've to worry about is going out there and Giving back what they gave to us. I'm beyond grateful for all that they do for us and I know I sound like a broken record but I honestly don't feel like I say it enough. It can be overwhelming the support we get from everyone that turns up, that streams and watches or music and covers, the ones that watch lives and contribute but I'm beyond thankful. Sometimes I have to pinch myself and remember they're the reason why we are here today. I look across at the boys and think about how my life would be so different without them, they bring out the best in me.

This time before VIP feels different compared to usual though, I feel like I'm falling and I know exactly who for. I've never felt this way before. From the first time I laid eyes on her at Christmas tour she's been constantly on my mind. She has me lovestruck but I'm scared of hurting her. I'm a bag of nerves right now, I just wish I could be kicking the footie around with the boys but I can't even function straight. She's the only thing I've been thinking about. I've always been a sucker for Irish accents but I just brush it to the side as no girl wants a pale skin, blondie from Manchester. Honestly though, I want her to be the one who wakes me up in the morning, I wanna be the one who makes her breakfast, I wanna sing her to sleep, mind her when she has nightmares, I wanna be the one she loves unconditionally. Kate is truly the girl I want to get old with as cheesy as that sounds, she means everything to me.

Rye has been on to Eva occasionally and I'd ask her how she is and make sure she's safe. No matter how hard I try though I can't bring myself to dm her. So many things are going around my head now that I feel like im after getting off the waltzers at a carnival. I really really like her and I've spoke to Eva about it and she supposedly likes me back but I'm not going to lie but I'm a bit scared she doesn't. I don't think I could ever face the fact of being rejected by her, she's the  one.

"And!! it's time to go", Mikey shouts over to me.

"Everything's gonna be fine. We all have your back", Jack reassured me.

"It's a love story baby just say yes", Brook sang. I laughed a little, he's good at doing that.

"Let's do thisss", Rye said excitedly throwing an arm around my shoulder.

I can get through this. Just be confident Andy just be confident, I thought. Nothings going to get in the way of us. This is it... time to face it all.