The thought of her always made him feel crazier than anything. As everyone know he is crazy weirdo, a brat , a naughty maknae but when it comes about her, he can be as frozen as statue almost everytime they caught near each other on camera. He swear he doesnt want that happened. But it like automatically become his reaction everytime he know she is somewhere near
Why did every single thing and almost everyday there are always something that remind him of her... His head often screamed adwaeeeee !!!!!!!!!
He still wonder does she think of him as special the same way he thought of how special she is in his heart
Its been years and why does she still give the same impact to his heart just like how the first time they met each other on the show.
He often thought that his reaction almost like a "girl when meet her crush"
why did he must feel that way... he is man. He need to brave manly...
but.......
she...she...she...she is always gorgeous and pure in his eyes..no matter how sexy she is lately , she is still his lovely aegi...
the view of her near him or even he saw her on tv, online or even magazine still make him feel butterfly on his stomach...
He want them to be something more than close oppa/dongsaeng...but
he doesnt want to label them something if himself doesnt feel that he can become responsible of their r/s
There are so many pro and cons of relationship in idol world that made him feel concern.
He doesnt want her hurting if their r/s doesnt work...
He treasures her that much that more than himself...
He still waiting and waiting until the right time will come
and when the time is come.
sometimes he wonder did she still waiting for him or maybe not anymore
arghhhh all of these thought often stressed him out....
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author : hi everyone. Actually this is my first time to write something like this,yeah I kind of nervous, I enjoy read most of sungjoy fanfic on wattpad and there are alot of talented authors among sungjoy shippers that I myself enjoy read their stories.
I wanted to tried this long time ago but sadly still have no confident, not until today 😭 Actually Ive been bbyu shipper since late 2015, I think around near the later episodes and just been silent supporter since then. Thanks to them, Ive been a melody and altho still not reveluv yet I enjoy most of their songs and of coz sungjae and joy are my bias on their group 😊😊 I hope you all enjoy read my stories altho I know it still lacking. Thank you ❤
