Best friends brother |daniel seavey

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Sad-ish chapter

I Opened the door to see Daniel stood there he looked  worried I let him in my room and he asked how co- wait are you crying? N-no I'm fine I replied wiping my tears y/n come on tell me what's wrong he  seemed very worried I hate it  when people are worried about me so I grabbed my picture of my parents and gave it to him he stared at it blankly oh... he said I started to cry my eyes out suddenly I had arms holding me in an embrace whilst I just broke down I have never felt safe in someone's arms before

Daniel hasn't seen me cry in over 12 years I didn't realize how comforting he actually was I wrapped my arms around him and just cried and cried I got to the point where I was blaming myself all over again I started lightly hitting Daniel's chest it's all my fault I cried I let them die and I let them burn it's my fault they're dead Daniel and I can't do anything about it he just held me tighter in his arms all I could do was cry I had nothing else to do I looked at the door and I saw all the girls crying Amy just stood there emotionless
(Short self harm sowwry readers)

I asked Daniel to leave so I could have time to myself little did he know I had a stash of blades (sorry me peeps) I waited for them to leave and locked my bedroom door and ran into my bathroom I looked at myself in the mirror and realized I look like absolute trash I grabbed the box of blades and cut my arms both sides blood just dripped I wrapped my arms in bandages and put on a hoodie and tied my hair into a bun to then walk downstairs like nothing happened

They all asked why I changed I said oh I'm just cold.. they all seemed suspicious of me but didn't say anything I just grabbed a bottle of water and ran back straight upstairs everyone was knocking on my door I just ignored them at one point I even heard Haley sit at my door and cry saying it was her fault trin was trying to comfort Amy because she blamed herself for me running up to my room Anna had to go and so did trin and Amy Haley was still sat there crying and crying I was as well

Daniel soon came upstairs and said Haley she isn't going to come out soon...his voice was cracked like he has been crying as well I know she isn't but what type of best friend would I be if I left her she cried Daniel just hugged her whilst she cried I felt bad so I came out my room Haley jumped up and instantly hugged me omg you're okay I was so worried she cried when she hugged me my arm flinched I'm guessing she noticed because she asked why did your arm flinch? She sounded sad and worried I don't know just did I guess y/n show me your arm she instructed no there's no reason my arm flinched I replied y/n just show me your arm don't make me take your shirt off to see what's the matter she was getting agitated I just walked into my bedroom and took my shirt off she saw the bandages with blood on and her eyes went wide she started to unwrap the bandages once she was done  both her and Daniel were shocked y/n why Daniel asked because it's my fault my parents are dead I started to cry y/n please stop hurting yourself

Dang this one was long
639 words 🥶😥