Heart break on a full moon (Chris Brown)

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*Crystal in the picture* 

*Chris' POV* 

"So she's going to be here for how long?" Bella asked, "just for the week but for now let's enjoy the parks breeze babe" I reassured her she smiled, as she was about to say something my phone rang and I stood up "just watch Royalty I'll be back okay" I said walking away she nodded and I took the call. Let's just say Royalty wasn't a big fan of Bella she always cried whenever Bella would try to touch her or help her up and she's a one year old so some words pop out.

"So that was management I'm going on tour in a months time" I said and she half smile "what's up I've been gone for literally like two minutes and your mood changed" she halted smiled "I just..  well the thought of you going on tour makes me sad" I frowned holding her hands in mine "look you going to be okay, and who said I'm going to leave you, you coming with me" I held her hands and kissed her. 

I pulled away smiling I looked around and my smile slowly disappeared when I couldn't see my princess "RORO!!!" I yelled she didn't come running she didn't yelled anything back I ran to where she played I saw her cap laying there "no no no no no no no" I dropped to my knees holding her cap to his chest crying Bella hugged on me "baby I'm sorry" she said hugging me, I shook my head "its not you she disappeared when we were talking" I set up then called Iris I knew this wasn't going to be good. 

As soon as she answered "Chris she has my baby!" She cried into the phone. I was more shocked then she was how did she find out so fast and who told her "who has our girl" I said with more tears forming in my eyes Bella looked at me waiting for a response "Crystal she said if we don't find her by tonight she'll die and I can't handle that now" as soon as that left her lips my heart broke into millions of  pieces but I had to be strong for Iris and Royalty "I'm coming over to get you and we going to look for her can you trace that call?" I asked, "no its a private number Chris I'm worried"

I pulled up at Iris' house she ran to my car and got in "Chris we gotta find her we don't have much time" she said with the most reddest eyes she been crying her eyes out.

We drove around for what seemed like forever I saw Iris loosing hope do we really loose our kid I pulled over "I guess I gotta accept the fact that she's gone its night already" she cried into her hands she held her arms around her legs, to be honest I hated seeing her like this. What do I tell her at this moment when I don't even know what to hear?

*Iris' POV* 

*you want to see your daughter alive get away from Chris and come to the last place you saw me.... ALONE TRUST ME IF I HEAR OR SEE SOMEONE SHES DEAD* Unknown

I saw this text and knew it was from Crystal, I'd do anything at this point to see my baby and if that meant keeping it away from Chris I'd do it. "Take me home please I just want to be alone" I said trying to get escape "we have to be together at this moment Iris" he said holding my hand. I'm not going to lie I needed him to hold me and never let me go but right now I needed to save my baby and the only way I can is going alone.

I held his hand as we entered my house he set on the couch as I laid down next to him acting as if I was asleep, I opened my eyes and picked over at him he was fast asleep I stood up slowly and walked out slowly. As soon as I got out I ran to the car, got in and began to search for the rode leading to that place.

*at the cabin* 

I walked over to the door before I opened I listen. I heard Royalty laughing and talking, at least she didn't hurt her. I opened the door as soon as I saw Royalty I ran up to her but Crystal stepped out of now where in front of me "you think it was going to be that easy" she slapped me across my face with a piece of board I hit the ground and I heard Royalty cry but she closed the door "oww" I touched my head where she hit me and I felt warm blood escape from my head like a volcano.

I almost lost myself but I pulled myself up I called Chris and when he answered I didn't talk but he heard I was at Crystal, moments after I felt the phone dropped out of my hand and Chris' voice screaming nooo! Through the phone. I walked over to Crystal "YOU BITTTCCHHHH!!" I yell as I threw the chair as her, holding my head getting dizzy but that wasn't going to stop me from hurting this woman and saving my baby.

"OH SO NOW SHE CAN FIGHT" she stood up and came straight to me swinging a punch at me but I missed it and connected my balled up fist to her cheek and she fell to the ground and I ran to the room where Royalty was I picked her up and ran out, when I came out of the room Crystal was no where to be found. I ran out to the car but I noticed that she stuck screw drivers in the wheels. "YOU NOT LEAVING SO FAST" she walked out of the darkness I held Royalty close to my chest and took a brick laying close to me and threw it at her it hit her head and she fell for good this time not knowing if she's out I took RoRo and ran to the road lost with no direction.

Just when I lost hope in finding a way out I saw the police come and I pointed towards Crystal with tears in my eyes. She stood up to ran away but they caught her and put her in the police car. I felt a hug from behind I almost screamed until I felt the safety in this person hug I turned around "Iris don't ever go running without telling me anything" Chris said then picked Royalty up and made her laugh "daddy almost lost you there" he said hugging her then putting her in the car seat and got in the drivers seat "what you waiting for an invitation" he asked and I laughed I got in with the biggest smile.

We pulled up to my house"call me when you not okay I don't want you doing something so reckless okay" he said pulling in my driveway "okay and thanks for bringing us home" I said wishing to say come in sit with me I missed you , he walked Royalty and I up to the door "thanks again" I said then opened the door, I'm honestly happy that Crystal has been caught now I felt like I could sleep at night.

I laid Royalty in her bed and making sure windows were locked and my baby was safe I wasn't ready to loose her again. I walked out and bumped  into Chris, "Chris what are you doing here" he didn't say anything he just kissed me and I pulled him closer to me deepening the kiss, I'm not even going to lie I've missed its been a almost two years away from him. 

He picked me up walking towards the bed I pulled away and stood to my feet I pushed a friendly distance away from me"we can't do this you have a girlfriend " I said knowing that, that is not what I wanted to say but I had to. "You and me both know thats not what you want to say" he said coming closer but I pushed him back "as much as I want you now I don't want to ruin your relationship with your girl, the last time that happened it got you on your death bed, me in jail and now Royalty almost gone forever" I said his eyes went from angry to soft "look Iris she's not like that okay", " no Chris you can't bounce from your girl to me whenever you want to I can't be that girl again on the side that finishes you whenever you feel like you weren't satisfied properly" I shacked my head knowing what I did was what was best for me and I knew it, "you gotta get your mind straight and when you made it up you can come back to me but if you wanna stay for Royalty's sake you can or sit and talk about her safety you can but other then that we not going there" I said walking past him and he walked behind me "is this because you with Anthony you know that nigger cheating on you right" he said I turned  around, "well Mr Brown I had you think we were together so that it could get to you and yes I knew he had a girl because I met her" I said then walked on, "Iris what do you want from me when we were together you broke up with us now that I just wanna get your sex you tell me to make up my mind and choose who I want like what the fuck I'm confused what do you want from me!" He said silent yelling at me, "I don't know Chris" he shacked his head "nah now that right there is not an answer" he said, I really wanted to tell him really bad I'm going to do it anyway "Chris" I sighed 'here goes nothing' I thought "I want you to love me and be with me and do me right be my ride or die I needed you ever since I left you but because of who you are you will never grow up and leave the girls behind you, and the life you live is not for me the partying and the girls I can never accept even if I tried but as much as I need you I don't want to break me" I walked over to him and cupped his cheek in my hand "you are my drug ,you are my weakness, I'm addicted to you, I need you and I love you Chris" I said with tears in my eyes all my feelings poured out to him "here's my heart please don't break it" I said then kissed him he kissed me back with all he had at this moment I was in my feelings not caring if he had a girl or not I had him now and I needed him now more then ever he picked me up but pulled away "I needed you to" he said then I got off him with his confused look on his face quickly turn into a smile when he saw me take his hand and led him to the room 

Was I wrong to love him be vulnerable to him?

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