Heaven or Hell or Whatever

Day two

They found a bug in my hospital room. No not a real insect, a listening device. Someone is trying to find out what is wrong with me, and they tried to listen to my conversations with my doctors. They obviously didn't get much because I can't tell anyone what is wrong with me. Until I die in five days, I'm going to find out who hid the bug in my room and try and give them the answers they want. No one is in my room right now so I can say this out loud. "I'm willing to talk to anyone if they know what's going on with me. If there is anyone who knows what is really happening to me. Leave me a card with your number on it so I can contact you." I fell asleep and woke up to a small card on my nightstand. Someone was listening, I waited until I knew that no one would walk into my room. I called the number and the name on the card was Lori Bush.

"This is Lori how may I help you?" She asked in a nice soothing voice.

"Hello this is Sammie Hayes I have the rare condition."

"Yes, Sammie I know who you are. How are you feeling?"

"I don't know, how would you feel if you knew that you were goi..." she interrupted me mid-sentence.

"No. Sammie. How are you actually feeling?" She said in a concerning mother like tone.

"I... I guess I'm okay I just don't like the fact that I'm going to die." I said not really caring what she has to say, because it's not like she can keep me from dying anyway.

"Sammie, look I know exactly what you are going through because I went through the same thing."

I sat there and wondered how she went through the same thing, but she isn't dead. I had to find out. "Can you meet me at my room tomorrow at 3 pm because that's the time that the doctors stop coming in my room for the day until I get my meal and my evening pills."

"Okay sweetie but I have to tell you the truth about your mother before you get off here. Well, she is... uhhhhh.... well, she is me." She said with her voice shaking.

"That's impossible she died years ago in a car accident I was even in the car, and I watched her die right in front of me." Even if she was that's not even her name and she would have reached out to me sooner and let me know she was alright. I mean come on who leaves their kid to think they are dead knowing what I know about my own death and not even helping me through it.

"Look Sammie I'm going to answer all of your questions when we meet tomorrow and if you have to write them down. I know that it's hard believe but I promise that is will all make sense tomorrow. Plus, on the bright side I can talk about how I died without passing out all the time. I will see you tomorrow." And with that she hung up.

At this point I have no idea what to believe, like am I going to really die or is this woman fucking with me, but I guess I'll find out but for now I'm going to bed.