We might fall

The kiss

"Kiss me, like you want to be loved." -Kiss me, by Ed Sheeran.

We arrived to her house, "here you go." I said and opened the door for her.

"Um, vould you... Could you come in with me? I just don't really feel like being alone right now." She said.

"Yeah, of cource." We got of the car and went into her house.

There was no one home. we went to the kitchen, "you want anything?" She asked, and opened the fridge. "No thanks..." Why was I so awkward.

She took some Oreos and we went upstsirs into her room. How can she go around in this place, it's like a friggin maze.

Her room was really pink and girly, and it had a lot of little unnecessery things. We sat on the bed it had a lot of pillows, I don't know what she's doing with all those pillows. I felt something uncomftroble under my butt, it was her little stuffed giraffe.

"So... What should we do?" I asked as I tried to avoid looking at her.

"What do you want to do?" She said looking at me. "You want to watch a movie or something?" She continued. Yeah, sure."

She went to the little desk, with the TV, then she piced one. "is the notebook okay?" she asked with a little smirk on her face. "Yeah, sure."

She putted the DVD in to the machine, and came on the bed, right next to me.

We watched the movie, it was kinda confusing, and most of the time I was looking at her. I just loved the way she looked when she was really consentracing on something, she just looked so cute.

After the movie ended, it was 1pm.

"I wish someone would love me like that." She said, got up and went to her desk and organized some papers. You know Lydia, someone does love you that much, or if doesn't, someone will..." I decided not to tell her about my feelings for her now.

She came back to the bed sitting next to me, and said: "are you sure?" "Yes, I'm 100% sure someone will love you... Why wouldn't they." I started to smile as I talked about this. I started to lean closer to kiss her, I don't know why, as I just said I wouldn't do anything to risk our friendship. I reliezed that she started to lean towards me, our lips almost touched, I could feel her breathing through her mouth, then, she suddenly pulled back.

"I'm so sorry Stiles, I just can't do it. Not right now at least." She said and hugged me awkwardly. "It's okay Lydia, don't worry about it." I said and laughed a little, but on the inside I really didn't feel like laughing, I was actually kinda sad, it had almost happened. The kiss, that never happened.

After that I stayed for a moment and went back home.

Thank you for reading the third chapter of my fanfic/some kinda story. I'm sorry that the chapters are really short. 🙊💕