I guess while I'm passed out is a good time to tell you all the groups and who is in which group. First! The groups! There are two main groups. There is 'The special' and 'The regulars'. They split into four sub-groups. 'The juvenile delinquents' and 'The nerds' make up 'The special'. 'The popular' and 'The normals' make up 'The regulars'. Each group has a certain way to talk to leaders, others in their group, and the King of the school. The delinquents are to call others in their group, the leaders, and the King of the school by nicknames that they made up. The nerds have to call leaders, people in their group, and the King of the school Mister _____ or Miss ______. The popular and normals call each other by first names. Except for when they talk to the King of the school. Now for who the leaders and co-leaders. First up is Kim Seokjin. He leads 'The popular'. Then there is Min Suga. (No one knows his real first name that isn't a leader, co-leader, or the King.) He leads 'The juvenile delinquents'. Next up is Kim Namjoon. He leads 'The nerds'. After him is Jung Hoseok. He co-leads 'The nerds' with Namjoon. Then there is Park Jimin. HE is the King of the school. Next up is Kim Taehyung. He co-leads 'The popular' with Seokjin. Last but not least is Jeon Bunny. (Once again no one knows his real name except for the leader, co-leaders, and the King.) He co-leads 'The juvenile delinquents' with Suga. Those are the boys. 'But what about the normals?' You say. Well, they are my unnies. I'll introduce the now. First up is Kim Minjee. She leads 'The normals'. After her is Briza Gibzon. (She transferred from some weird place when we were younger) She co-leads 'The normals' with Min-Jee unnie. Me? Who am I? I'm a nerd. I believe that's all. It's really quite simple. My eyes started to open. "Jin hyung! She's awake!" I tried to sit up but was pushed back down by a worried Jin. "Don't! You'll hurt yourself more!" He scolded. "It doesn't matter anyway." I mumbled. "Hmmm?" I just smiled at him. "Oh! Nothing!" I said. "Ooookay. While you were asleep I was tending to your wounds. You seem to have a broken ankle." I was angry. I live upstairs! "I also found this." He pulled up my sleeves. I looked down. He saw my scars from cutting. Then I cursed myself out in every language with every swear word. "Why? Why did you cut? You know, you're skin isn't paper. So don't-." I cut him off. "Cut it. I know." He sighed. "Then why do you cut it?" I felt more angrier than before. "You wouldn't understand!" I said in a low voice. "What?" I looked at him with teary eyes. "I said! You wouldn't understand! No one does!" I looked at the other six boys. They looked sad or even guilty. "That's probably why Kwan did this! She never understood my situation!" I saw Jimin get up. Taehyung as well. Shit! Now they know! "Please! Don't hurt her!" They left the room. "SHE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTAND!!!" I yelled after them. I tried to get up and go after them, but I almost fell once I was off the bed. Bunny caught me. "Thank you Mister Jeon, but I must stop them!" I began to attempt to chase after them. I was almost to the door when someone picked me up and put me over their shoulder. "Put me down! I have to help her! Just because she doesn't want to be my best friend doesn't mean I want her to get in trouble!" I began to punch the person who had me over their shoulder. I heard a cold voice say, "If you don't stop punching me I will make sure that she gets punished even more." I immediately stopped. Suga was ALWAYS serious. He set me down on the bed. "Mister Min? Why did you stop me?" He looked at me, his cold eyes softening. "Things like that never go well. Even if you mean no harm." I felt horrible. Kwan is being punished because I can't keep my big mouth shut. I looked down. "You act like this is you're fault." I looked at Hoseok. "Because it is. If I had just kept my mouth shut-." Someone interrupted me. "If you had kept your mouth shut we still would have found out eventually. Someone else could have told us in the future. Be glad you told us now. Had we found you in a couple of weeks and you have been in a condition worse than this we would have punished her even more! Cause then she could have threatened you!" I looked at him. "I guess you're right Mister Jung." He laughed. "Please. Call me Hobi." I was JUNGSHOOK. If a leader, co-leader, or King tells you to use their first name it means that you are one of their friends! "O-okay." The unnies came in. "So sorry we are so late! The teacher woul-. OH MY GAWD! Ara! You didn't -!?" I cut her off. "NO! Unnie I didn't do that." I whispered under my breath. "Not yet." She looked me in the eyes. "What did you say?" My eyes widened. "N-n-nothing! Nothing Minjee unnie!" She can be VERY scary at times. "ARE YOU SURE?!" Briza unnie yelled from beside me. "Ahhhh!" I fell off the bed, but Bunny caught me. "Thank you Mister Jeon. And, yes unnie, I'm sure." I glared at her. She smirked and wiggled her eyebrow to tease me. I rolled my eyes at her. "Ah! Ara. You don't have to call me that. You can call me Jungkook." My eyes widened in shock. That is TWO co-leaders today! "Okay." I said a bit out of it. He smiled like a bunny and set me on the bed. "Ara is here because she was beat by Kwan." Seokjin said. "I TOLD YOU!!!!! I TOLD YOU SHE WOULD DO THIS!!!" I looked down. "Yeah! Yeah! I get it unnie!" I said coldly and bitterly. "Unnies. I need a place to stay. I live upstairs." I live in the top apartment in a apartment complex. It's only 3 stories high so they only have stairs. "Ummm. We would have to ask our roommates if it's okay." Minjee unnie said. "I'm sure the others won't mind. Right guys?" Seokjin said. He gave them this 'look'. They all nodded. "O-kay. Well, I guess you could stay with us." I smiled. "Thanks unnies!" They chuckled at my cuteness. The others did as well. Then I pouted. "What's so funny?" They chuckled again. I smiled brightly. "It's okay. I know why you guys are laughing." Seokjin pinched my cheeks. "Ouch! That hurts." I pouted then giggled. He smiled and shook his head. "Mister Kim? My side hurts." He looked at me worried. "Okay. Let me take a look. Also just call me Jin." THREE!! He lifted up my shirt a little. "I think you just bruised a rib." I nodded. "Jin Oppa? Could you take her home so she can rest? She can stay in my room as she is my responsibility." I glared at her. "I am NO ONES responsibility! I am MY OWN responsibility!" I yelled. She sighed and shook her head. "You're just like her." I looked at her. "Who?!" She looked down. "Your Grandma." I looked down began to cry. My Grandma died when I was nine. She died cause of cancer. Gosh! I miss her so much. Minjee unnie came over to me. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." I sniffed then wiped my tears and smiled. "It's fine. It's been seven years. I need to get over it." I sighed. I went to get off the bed and being the idiot I was I forgot about my broken ankle and fell. "Woah!" I felt someone catch me. "I'm so sorry Mister Kim!" He chuckled. "Don't worry! I'm clumsy to. Also call me Namjoon. OH MY GAWD FOUR!!! "Alright." He set me down on the bed while Seokjin came back with crutches. Then Taehyung came back into the room and said something to Seokjin. Seokjin looked darkly at Taehyung and said something back. Then Taehyung nodded and left. Seokjin turned towards me and smiled. "Here! These will help you walk around!" He was about to give me them when someone picked me up bridal style. "I can carry her. She's light anyway." I looked up and saw Suga. "No. It's fine I can walk." He glared at me. "I can carry you? Right Ara?" I gulped. "Y-yes, M-mister M-m-min!" Seokjin just sighed. "Fine! Whatever." Seokjin left the room. "Ara, pretend you are passed out." I looked at him confused. "Why, Mister Min?" He sighed. "First off call me Yoongi." FIVE!!! "Second then people will realize that Kwan is a horrible person and no one will be her friend." I looked at him. "I won't. I know this sounds weird but she was my best friend. And to me she still is! I will not destroy her reputation just because she got a little aggressive!!! I care about her!! I care about everyone!!!" He growled. "Except for yourself!" I looked at him. "What matters to me is that everyone around me is happy!!! Not myself!!! That isn't how life works!!! I don't want to be happy if it means others around me are suffering!!!" He sighed. "Fine. Let's just get you to the van." He started to walk me to the van. When we got to the van he set me down in the backseat. Seokjin got into the van and we left. "Did you call my parents?" I asked. He nodded. I became excited. "What did they say?!" He smiled. "They said they would take care of it." All of my excitement drained away from me. "Oh. Okay." he looked at me through the rear-view mirror. "Why?" Tears streamed down my face. I took a deep breath. "My parents are always on business trips. They're never home anymore. They don't ever call me. They don't pay any attention to me." Then I added bitterly. "And all for that stupid company. I cut to get their attention. But they always say 'They will take care of it.' They still don't pay attention to me." Seokjin looked very sad. "i'm so sorry Ara. I didn't know that." I sighed deeply. "I know. No one knows. Except for Minjee unnie, Briza unnie, you, and I." I felt more tears come out of my eyes. "How did you meet your unnies?" I looked at him. "I met them in fourth grade. That was when my parents started to take long business trips. I always stayed with Minjee unnie, Briza unnie, or Kwan. Then I became old enough to stay home alone. Those three are the only ones who know how long I've been cutting for. Kwan was my best friend. But she changed, now she beats me." Tears came streaming down my face once again. Seokjin got out of the van and opened my door. Then he hugged me. "I'm so sorry Ara." I just cried on his shoulder. He pulled away and wiped my tears with his thumb. "Let's get inside. Here." He handed me my crutches and helped me up. "Thank you for everything, Jin." He smiled. "It's fine." He helped me into the house. "Where's the bathroom?" He pointed down the hallway. "Just down there." I nodded and made me way to the bathroom. When I got there I pulled out my switch blade. "Now that I'm finally alone, I can finally do what Kwan said I should do" I put the knife to my skin.














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Hey! Here is the next chapter! Sorry about the cliffhanger! I need to go do the other ff so BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

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