Its been a little over 2 months now that you have been gone and things don't seem real. I wish you were here. I feel like you should be in my lunch or in one of my classes, but your not. Teachers are using you as an example of what happens when people bully others, and they are right. I wish you could be here still. I still have the cards where they say I was like a sister to you and that meant a lot to me, and when you left it felt like losing my own sister. You put up with so much crap that most people wouldn't, and I am very proud of you for that. I found it funny how you would be scared to show the real you, but that was wrong because you had the guts to actaully be who you wanted to be, and I didn't. You were my little cowgirl </3 I cry every night looking at a picture of you thinking to myself what could I have done to stop you, and I wish there was. I keep looking at your last post on Instagram, and it just breaks my heart. I-I just can't believe you actually did it, you ended it all. You had so much more in life than your depression or the struggles you were going through. I love you! Forever and ever!
