Cry Baby (Destiel)

Gabe??

(So I know I promised more updates, life has been fuckin smashing my ass so I've been struggling to write. Y'all Gabe comes back and sams happy then he yells  at Gabe then Gabe fucks him so)

Sam sat at his desk in the library, thinking, pondering, wondering about all the ways his life could be better. His mom could be alive, he never could've grown up a hunter, his dad could've not been a dick, Jess could've not died, Gabe, Gabe could've not died. He doesn't know how long he sits there, just thinking. Was it minutes, hours? Hell it could've been days and he wouldn't have known the difference.

Regardless, there's only so much overthinking one can do before they either need food or alcohol, or both. So he stood up and walked into the kitchen, raiding the bunker's fridge for anything. Sadly all he found was watered down beer and rotten food. Instead of acting like a normal person he slammed the fridge door closed and let out a frustrated yell. He leaned back against the counter and lay on the floor, tears getting ready to fall.

However, before he could start crying he heard a flutter of wings. He stood up abruptly ready to start yelling at Cas and telling him to leave him alone. But when he turned around, it was not Castiel that he saw. It was Gabriel. Sam was quiet, he couldn't believe his eyes. Was it really Gabe?

Gabe stares right back for a couple seconds before finally saying, "awe come on I was expecting more or a reaction baby boy!"

Sam quietly walked up to him, tears now free falling. He softly grabbed Gabe's face and pulled him into a tight hug. Sam didn't speak, just hugged him and sobbed. He wasn't sad anymore, he wasn't overthinking. His only thought being that his reason to live was back.

After at least a minute of hugging and Sam blubbering about how much he missed Gabe, he got hit with a solid wall of anger. He realizes that Gabe had been alive this whole time, and was just now coming back??? "Where were you when the angels fell!!!! Where were you when Dean had the mark of Cain??? Where were you when I was soulless?? Where were you when I fucking needed you huh??? Why're you coming back now?! Jesus you've really been alive this whole fucking time? God Gabe you fucking suck!!"

Sam just kept ranting, yelling. He was pissed and he had every right to be, but Gabe never got his chance to explain. Sam's angry voice was cut off when Gabe slammed him up against the wall. His yelling ceased and his tears seemed to freeze. Gabe was holding his shirt collar, using angel strength to hold him in place against the wall.

Gabe's face was no longer lit up but now had a dark, almost lusty hint to it. He snarled and got close to Sam's face, "you think I don't fucking wish I could've been here for you??? All I fucking wanted to fly down here and save your sorry ass every minute of the day. I wanted you! And I couldn't have you, you know why??? Because I was being threatened by Lucifer, and when he went to the cage I was threatened by Naomi, and Raphael, and Metatron. I wasn't able to come to you because the angels wouldn't let me. And when the angels fell I had a chance but I was injured, though my wings weren't destroyed, and I had to mend myself before I could come here. So don't you dare fucking assume I didn't want you! Nor need you, because I really fucking did Sammy!"

Sam's face dropped, immediate regret darkening every feature. He let out a little sniffle and quietly mumbled, "I'm.. im sorry Gabe I didn't-didn't realize that was the case."

"Exactly Sam! You never realize, you only think about your case, never anyone else. You only see your point of view. But god I'm gonna fucking show you."

The human was going to ask Gabe what he meant but when the angel ripped off Sam's jacket and shirt he understood. To be honest, he hadn't fucked anyone in almost a year and he hadn't been fucked since Gabe had been alive. He didn't want to ruin it or do anything that made it seem like he didn't want it, so he just started pulling at Gabe's shirt hoping he'd go quicker.