Clear Mind

Chapter One: Math Test

Today was a weird day, I had a Math-test and forgot to study for it (as usual). But then something very odd happened, I suddenly heard all the thoughts of my classmates; some of them were answers, some of them were just, ... . It was hard to know wich ones were the answers and where they belonged. After a while I could almost answer all of the questions. I felt like I was cheating, I don't know, it didn't feel right. Wich it probably was, I mean, I didn't study but I heard the answers from other people. It made me feel bad. I am one big cheat, I should just study more and not listen to people's minds.

Wait a minute, I thought I could only hear the thoughts of animals. This power of mine is starting to scare me. I've seen movies about people who can read minds. And after a while, they don't know how to think for themselves or they don't know who they are. I mean, what if it happens to me, too? All these negative thoughts were going trough my head like a tornado. It felt like I was in that classroom again, so many thoughts, it was more like the whole world was speaking to me at the same time. All with positive and negative reactions of the ability I have. I'm so scared, what is happening to me. Will I be able to just normally think myself again?

A while after it cooled off, I heard my brother come home. Immediatly this thoughts again. What if my brother finds out. What will he think.
WHAT WILL MY MUM THINK?
Will my mum disown me? Is she just like me? Probably not... What if my dad is? I mean, I never met him, so it could be...
I don't know anything anymore. I hope there are people like me, but at the same time, I don't. Like I said, I don't like this power that is growing inside of me. Maybe it's something medical and it just needs removing and it's like super rare otherwise I would've already found it or something, I DON'T KNOW!!!

The thought of being an outstander made me feel weird. All the thoughts I had before were gone. I couldn't think anymore. My heart started racing and all my blood was gone from my head. At first I saw some black dots and then, everything went black...