He saved me (1D fanfic)

Chapter II "Useless"

"Hi" He said

"Hello" I replied

"What's your name?"He asked

"Rianne."I simply answered

"The name suits the owner..Both beautiful" 

That was the first time ever in my life someone told me that I'm beautiful,but I won't believe him,I know he's just saying that for me to feel good about myself..But that wouldn't change anything,I still feel ugly and useless..

I'm such a waste of space.

I didn't give a response to what he said..

"Ok,class bring out your english notebook and copy this!" Our adviser yelled.

So,yeah the class started..

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"riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing! riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing!" That's the bell :PP

I gotta go home..

I'm going to see my dad again..

Another bruises..

Wounds..

But,i can't leave him..

He's still my dad..

I made my way to our house..

I saw my dad sitting on the couch..

Drunk,as usual..

"Give me a little more beer!" He yelled.

"But,you're already intoxicated."

"Just give me more,or i'll kill you! You're really useless"

I gave him what he want.

I'm so sick of those words.. He always call me useless,and that's really hurting,but I'm already immuned with those words.. 

I went to my room,then I locked the door..

For the very first time,I felt envy..

Envy with people who got their whole family with them..

With people who are loved by everyone..

If I'm only like Amy.. If I only looked like her.. If I only met my mom..If I only got a family,

Maybe,I'm not like this..

I cried and cried the whole night..

I'm so tired and sick of a life like this!

I hate being me. I wanna take a rest.

I wanna have a break..

It's like the whole world depends on me..

My dad..He's always drunk.. and after that,I'll take care of him..

If he gets sick,I'm the only one affected..

He'll get angry at me for giving him beer..

He'll blame me for everything..

I always get blamed for everything..

And Amy,

She's loved..

Her dad always give her presents..

Her mom always cook delicious foods for her..

Her brothers love her..

And me?

I'm nothing..

Waste of space..

Waste of air...

I'm USELESS as my father always tell me..

[Author's note: Amy is a girl heartthrob on their school,she's pretty and loved by everyone]