He saved me (1D fanfic)

Chapter III "He's trying to understand."

I did my daily routine.

I went to school.

Still,

BROKEN.

I sat on my chair.

That  annoying Liam talked to me about our projects.

I was like,

Damn! I don't care about those projects.

I'm tired. I hadn't slept all night.

"Shut up!" I yelled.

"But why?" He asked so innocently

I feel so guilty.He looks sad.

"Sorry. I'm just tired." 

"It's alright.You look really depressed.What happened?Tell me,I'll listen" 

"You don't need to know,you'll not gonna understand anyway" I said

"I'll try to.." He answered with a puppy face. I can't deny,he looks cute.

'Ok." I don't know how to start.

"I was 6 when my mom and dad broke up.Since then,I didn't saw or even heard about my her ever again.My dad always gets home drunk.He's always sick and i always have to take care of him.I work at night every saturday and sunday.I'm always tired.I'm being bullied.I got a boyfrie-,no,I got a friend,he's the only one who understand the way i feel but he left me.I got through eating disorder because i was fat.I was bullied for being like that.Now,I'm bulimic and anoxeric..I cut and i got drug addicted,but that was before."

I explained everything to him and he looks at me like 'What the hell did i just heard/?!'

"You're so strong." 3 words.3 words from his mouth.Those 3 words made me cry.

This is the very first time ever i cried ni front of someone.

"I'm not.I'm weak.Can't you understand?I attempted suicide!I wanted to give up! I'm weak!I'm weak!I'm weak!" I said

"You're not.If I'm at your place,maybe,i'm gone now." 

He hugged me tight and whispered something on my ears.

"You're strong.Never let anyone knock you down.You're beautiful.You're perfect."

The class started.

His words are still left in my mind.

The class ended.

"I'm gonna drive you home."-Liam

"No need.I can walk by myself."I denied

"No,jump in."

"I said no,jimmy protested.Shut up! i can go home alone."

"No,you can't.Just jump in and shut up!"

"Ok,fine.Just now."

He drove me home.

"Hey,bitch,who's that?!Is that your boyfriend?!" My dad yelled.And if you're wondering,yeah,he calls me a bitch.

"No." I simply answered.

"He's my classmate."

"Then,why is he here?"my dad asked

"We made a project together.He offered to drive my home." i lied.

"Ok." he answered

Liam went home.

"I'm glad you aren't drunk" -me

"I don't have money."-dad

"ohh.."-me

I thought he's changing.But i was wrong.

I went to my room,locked the door then I washed up my body.

I'm going to clean my room.

I first cleaned my bookshelf.

Oh,what's this book? I mean.. notebook..

My... secrets...

By ...Joanne ...Smith..

I can't remember i bought something like this..

TBC