my lost love

chapter 1 "the past"

Once upon a time, there is a land called moglaha and the four twins are just turning two years old and there spending the time at their grandpas castle with their family. Looking at there mother they wonder about if she has any sickness. Confused they look at the the mother as she leavers for the hospital. The doctor she goes to see came out of the building and walked to her walking her in the hospital. the look on his face looks like he had some pain so the pationt looked at him wondering whats wrong. "Doc whats wrong?" she asks him. he looked at her and stopped her saying "Im sorry but you have 2 years left with your babies before you die. the mother looked down and sighed saying "I know why thanks for letting me know.." Heading out she started to cry for a while on her way home. Getting home she looks for her eldest daughter and tells her ¨Sarah you will become the one they will look up to, you are their life source and i only have two more years with you all four of you Sarbare I'm dying you will have to take care of them for me I love you dear Sarah.¨ she tells Sarah. Looking at her mom she sighs saying¨ I love you mamma you will always be with us and Dr. Drano already told us what's wrong with you ill take care of my brothers mamma dont worry.¨ She said as she's holding her moms hand and wiping tears from both their faces. That night was sad for Sarah so she decided to let the tears out and cry herself to sleep. Putting her mothers locket on her neck she ends up not letting go of her. keeping the picture of the whole family by her so she can remember her mother.

Two years later their mother died of the Spanish Indonesia and they already lost their father because he was killed in the war of giants so they were sent to Earth to find their aunt Esme and spent some time in the foster care until the caregivers called their aunt to tell her that they have the twins. After the two weeks of being in foster care the twins see their aunt and run into her arms. ¨Sarah, Darry, Josef, and Edward how are you? Are you ok?¨ their aunt asks as she looks at them. ¨ Aunt please calm down we're alright please but mamma and daddy died so we were sent to you and Carlisle can you please make some room in your new home for us?¨ I said with a tear falling. ¨ Wait the names are old fashioned and why is she named after her grandmother Sarah Shelby June Melissa Louann McCarroll Curdes?¨ Carlisle asked. I just stand there and stares when my brother wraps his arms around me and interlocks there fingers so I don't end up killing someone my aunt cares for. Three days later my aunt and the man she meet is getting married and they asked me because I have done my mother's marriage when they got married for life. As me and the man Carlisle went shopping for the stuff for my aunts new house in the woods. In public I needed to act like a normal child and when they entered the store she pointed the way to the things they needed. When we saw the stuff we hurried to get out of there fast enough.

A few days later is the wedding the bride and groom had to deal with me doing all of the decorations and take care of them for the wedding. ¨ Sarah how about you let your brothers take care of me, i know your not happy that you're now my child and im marrying your aunt but you need to trust me.¨ Carlisle says. ¨ Daddy im happy if Eddy and the boys and if Aunt Esme is happy, im happy that im your child at least i have parents now you need to breath and trust me and all that.¨I said. ¨ Okay if this dont work you'll gonna be hunting with us next week.¨ Carlisle exclaimed. ¨ A huh sure if you could catch me first.¨ I said as Edward wraps his arms around with five colored body bags in his hands. ¨ Which one should we put on him?¨ Josef asked. ¨ The blackish purple one it was Bopis ill wear the blood red one so the hole in me is no longer there mamma got me that dress when i was three years old so yeah.¨ I answered. That night I walked my aunt down the aisle. After I was done I joined Edward in the crowd in his arms and all I heard is the yes from both of them and the sound of their approach. ¨ Edward is she asleep or is she crying?¨ Carlisle asked. ¨ Crying shes so tired and she doesn't have her hearing aids in she heard little of it but she watched most of it she kinda knew you'd say yes she can't hear without these anyway yeah.¨ Edward said holding the hearing aids out so they can see them. A few seconds later Sarah has her hearing aids in and turned all the way up so she can hear things. ¨ Do you know who did all this made a alsom wedding i want him or her to do mine.¨ someone asked. ¨ Actually i do its my daughter Sarah over there she helped her older siblings do all this her and her twin brothers it was not a good sight to watch they taught those little babies of ours to decorate the house and Sarah her horse doesn't like her older brother Emmett and Jasper its funny to see that sight.¨ Carlisle said. ¨ Daddy, Daddy up, up please up Buber Em made me fall down in the mud and it was icky.¨ I said to Carlisle. ¨ I think it would be best if i pick you up in the party without dancing with you.¨ Carlisle said. ¨ Daddy you dont make anything sound funny unless your bored.¨I said giving Carlisle a huge hug. ¨ Common monkey you and your mother better dance with me, Esme love wanna dance with me and Sarah please?¨ Carlisle asked. ¨ I would love that.¨ Esme said with a smile on her face. Sarah, Esme and Carlisle all dance together.

Eight years later Sarah's grandfather chef Ephraim black has me go hunting for food, as I'm hunting out if nowhere someone comes out and grabs her and does something to her. After he lets her go and disappears into the forest she continues hunting. ¨ What took so long Sarah?¨ Ephraim asks. As he asks the kid I calls Forks comes over and touches my papa's shoulder ¨ Um oh the elk was deep in the forest im sorry Papa ill hunt closer to home.¨ I said to my papa. ¨ It's not how far you went its just your boyfriend is so worried about you that i sat down with him and told him that your strong enough to take care of yourself and all that you are one hundred and eight years old as he is one hundred five years old we both know he is overprotective of you.¨Ephraim said as softly as he could to his granddaughter who is skinning and chopping the elk and deer I caught with the bow and arrows. ¨Papa he is like this because he saw what uncle Jason did to me it's hard for him to see me hunt on my own, it is not my fault the i am the only one that Smith cares most about in his life.¨ I said to my grandpa. ¨ Sarah i have been so worried are you ok?¨ Smith says worried. ¨ Smith love im fine all i did is hunt im fine.¨I said as I grab Smiths hand and kisses him.

Nine days later me and Smith is at the house in the woods with the only family I has left and is sitting on the front porch thinking of going to my room as I puts my hands on my stomach I feel a little bump in me. I suddenly went to my dads study so I could talk to him and I told him that when i was hunting i encountered someone new and he raped me and asked if that would be a result of the pain i was having. Two hours later i sits down with Smith and tells him that i am pregnant. ¨ Wait im gonna be a father how could i miss that part we are a powerful family?¨Smith asks confused. ¨ Well i was raped hunting so your gonna be the father no matter what.¨ i said blushing a very vibrant pink. Smith puts his hand on my hips and pulls me on his lap and kisses me so eagerly ans says ¨ I love you very so much.¨ Smith mumbles in the kiss. ¨ Smith, smith in bed is the best place for this.¨ i said walking backwards into their room three hours after Edward set up the crib for the babies in my stomach. " Sarah love are you okay your looking in mid nowhere, hay Carlisle whats wrong with her she not responding ?" Smith asked both me and Carlisle. " Sarah what do u see?" Carlisle asked as Edward rubs my shoulders. " I just see that my cousin is getting ready to come to see us, and he's not happy either, he has a blue bag that has something in it." i said as Smith stares at me confused of how i knows that. " When will he be here, she has visions Smith she sees more than Alice does." Carlisle said to both of them. " Less than an hour oh yeah im not gonna eat for awhile so lets get used to that ok." i said as i ran up to her study.