In Love with a P**n Star (boyxboy)

Chapter Three

Finch

When I woke up, I stared up at the ceiling for a long time—not wanting to get out of bed.

The past few days hadn't been the best.

I was having a hard time since the incident with Sebastian.

I may have been a little depressed, but I was trying to push through. I knew I shouldn't let it affect me so much.

But it was kind of devastating to have the guy of your dreams basically say he hated your guts.

Everyday since I did the first scene with Sebastian, I had thought about calling Vargez and telling him that I was never coming back.

I couldn't handle being treated that way.

I had even picked up the phone a couple times—really planning on doing it.

But I never did.

Finally, I came to a point last night where I told myself not to give up.

Yes, what Sebastian did upset me a lot.

But I needed to be strong.

If I never went back, he would know that it was because of him.

And I didn't want to give him the satisfaction.

With a more determined outlook, I finally got of bed and decided to get ready for the day.

I told myself that today was going to be great.

Today I was going to get back to my normal self.

Hopefully I could do it.

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It was around noon when I got a phone call.

I picked it up from where it had been resting on the couch beside me while I watched tv and became extremely nervous when I saw that it was Vargez calling.

What if he was calling to tell me that he didn't want me coming back?

What if my determination to be strong and not give up so easily was really for nothing?

What if he watched the scene and thought it was terrible and I wasn't cut out to be a porn star?

I thought about ignoring the call, but after it rang a couple times, I finally answered it.

"Hello?" I said, my voice probably coming out much more timid than I wanted.

"Finch," Vargez said in a happy voice. "How are you?"

Well, it didn't sound like he was about to fire me.

"I'm doing good," I lied.

"Great to hear that," he said and after just a moment, he continued. "We'll be posting the pictures from your photoshoot in a couple hours. I thought you would like to know. Then I was hoping you could come in tomorrow. I thought we could have a little celebration when we post your first scene."

I couldn't help the smile that came over my face. It was probably shy and unsure looking, but very happy.

"Really?" I asked, almost not believing what he said.

He chuckled a little but like he knew what I was thinking. "Yes, Finch. The scene was great and I can't wait for people to see it. You're going to be the most popular boy on our site from now on. I can tell."

I immediately started blushing even though he wasn't here in person to tell me that. "Oh my god," I said very quietly.

"So, does that plan sound good you?" He asked and I could hear the smile in his voice.