Finch
I tried to calm my nerves as I followed Sebastian and Vargez into the room where Sebastian and I would be filming the new scene.
Sebastian hadn't been as completely standoffish as he had been in the past, but that didn't mean he was completely friendly either.
And being around him made me extremely nervous. Mostly because of how much I still liked him.
The room wasn't that different from the first room that we used. There was a bed in the middle of it that had dark blue bedcovers and the walls were painted a cool grey color with a yellow geometric pattern.
Sebastian started talking to one of the cameramen and I saw that there was also a photographer this time.
Vargez had his same friendly smile as he spoke to me calmly about what was going to happen during this scene. "Baz and you are going to have a small photoshoot before doing the scene. I also decided that since Baz and you had done so well without a script last time that we could try it again."
I swallowed nervously, not knowing how I felt about that. The last time it had let me fantasize and believe that may have Sebastian liked me after all. I was afraid that this time would only be worse and cause my heart to break even more.
But I knew I had to do what Vargez wanted so I nodded, telling him that it was okay.
I glanced at Sebastian just to see him glance at me.
We quickly looked away from each other and I moved my eyes up to Vargez again.
"You're going to do great, Finch. You're are most popular actor now. Hiring you was the best decision we ever made," he told me in an earnest tone.
I let out a shaky breath, smiling widely. I loved hearing that. I was so unbelievably glad that I had been doing a good job so far and they didn't regret hiring me.
With a smile he ushered me over to Sebastian where he was standing near the end of the bed.
I looked at the man I had the biggest crush on and forced a smile.
The corner of Sebastian's mouth tilted up in a semi-smile. But that could have just been for the sake of keeping up appearances around the other people he worked with.
He took of his shirt and my mouth watered a little. He has so gorgeous that I almost couldn't get over the fact that I was now able to see him in person instead of just on the screen.
He then came closer to me, helping me out of my own shirt. My heart sped up as he ran his hands over my chest and put them on my hips.
I couldn't take my eyes of Sebastian but I could now hear the shutter sound of the camera, so I knew that the photoshoot had started.
I had no clue what to do, but Sebastian's eyes looked almost understanding as he said, "Touch me."
I was sure that his expression and kind looks were just for the camera, but I did as he said and put my hands on his fit, muscular chest.
I swallowed, looking up at him with wide green eyes. I was sure I looked innocent, maybe even hesitant. But I was also completely aware that that was how they wanted me to look.
Sebastian's own eyes were sultry and I couldn't look away from the heat I saw there.
Could you fake that look? Was he really attracted to me or was the attraction for the sake of the cameras as well?
I wanted to know, but I was also afraid to know because I thought it might break my heart.
He brought his face close to mine, just barely brushing his lips against my own lips.
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