I was putting my son in the car
He was all I had .
... But I didn't want him
Every time I look at him I see his mother
Jade died the day she gave birth
Her heart rate was too high and her body shut down
I feel so incomplete
Jade was my everything and I don't know how I'm gonna make it without her
Today's the day of the funeral and I honestly can't get myself together••••
We made it there and I was greeted by everybody
They all wished me well and wanted to see the baby
I walked in the church with my son and Everybody was looking at me
I sat in the front with her mom Jane
The whole time I cried
I looked at her body in that casket and it didn't seem real
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After the funeral her mom had the repass at her house
Everybody was coming up to us
"Aww he is so adorable"I let them hold and play with him and I went outside
"How you doin baby bro" my brother Milani asked me
"Ion even know" I put my head down I just wanted to breakdown
"Well call me if you need anything " She hugged me
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After the funeral we went home
I put the baby to sleep and I cried again I just can't believe she's gone bruh
*Ding dong*
I wiped my face and looked out the window
It was my milani
I opened the door
"Waddup " I opened the door and sat back down
He was still standing by the door
"Odell when is the last time you cleaned up in here" she closed the door
"Ion know"
"Ahh uhh odell get up you finna clean up in here this shit nasty"
I smacked my lips and got upOdell's sister
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Poor Odell I feel bad for him ☹️
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