Book of random thoughts and quotes.

First time for everything?

So today I was doing the dishes, because it was my chore for the day, and I was washing a cup, it's clear glass, but anyways I was scrubbing the inside of it and I was doing it pretty fast because I wanted to finish reading my book, but when I was scrubbing it my knuckle hit the rim, but I didn't really pay attention to it, i was just like ow that hurts, but I started to get really faint, nausea, and felt a faint headache coming on, so I put my hand on the sink and put my head down, but when I put my head down I saw a lot of blood coming from my nuckle, so I was like oh damn I didn't know I was bleeding so I stopped washing the dishes and checked the cup that I cut my hand on and I saw that it had dents in the rim, it was broken, so I was like oh didn't see the before, but I put my hand under the water thinking it would help stop the blood flow but every time I bent it more came out, then I got WAAAAY more nauseous, and my vision was going out, I started to see black dots, and I felt my kness going week, but I tried to force it away and it worked for like a second but then it came back full force, I saw black clouding my vision then everything went black. It felt like only seconds later that I started to feel pain spreading through the back of my head, and at first I thought it was just a headache because I forgot what happen, but then I realized that I was on the ground and my hearing came back and I heard the running water of the sink and opened my eyes I saw my hand had dried up blood all around my knuckle and running down my hand till it reached a little below the middle of my forearm. I felt fresh and dried up tears on my cheeks, then I realized what happens and I sat up, pretty quickly (not to my liking) and started balling from the realization that I had just blacked out, I sat their for a good minute trying to think of why I had blacked out and I came up with three reasons, 1. I get faint at the sight of blood (even tho it's never bothered me before, and I also dissected a pig In The seventh grade(keep in mind I'm a freshmen)) 2. It's because I've been eating less than I usually do( btw I ate ALOT)/(I am just not hungry a lot of the time anymore and I get full on like one taco) 3.blood loss (which btw I didn't loose that much and I probably would still be on the ground or in the hospital), my head still hurts like a fucking bitch but I gtg my moms asking me to text her friend and I can't do that and this so.... and no she doesn't know YET but as soon as I stop crying I'll let her know. Sorry