My papa died. I'm.. I don't know how i feel about it. Yes, Ik I'm sad,feels like theirs a tiny little thing poking the side of my heart, but other than that I feel nothing, and I don't know what to fill it with. I realized that this numbness has Been their longer than I thought, it feels almost natural to me. Except now I have nothing to fill it with, I usually fill it with false happiness or anger or sleep or books. This numbness isn't physical its emotional. Idk what to do. Guess I'll keep a good brave happy face on, I've been lacking lately. Rn I'm doing good, my mom thinks that I'm not affected by it and that I'm just trying to be supportive. Ha Amazing skills right😉. Sorry about the sad not I was gonna right a good one, but I guess I can still do it, see you guys in the next chapter.
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Book of random thoughts and quotes.
PoesíaIt's a book about my thoughts and feelings that y'all might relate to but other than that I just made it for myself to vent ig idk. 'All pictures took by me' except for the cover
