Feelings? {Jameden-James x Jaiden Story}

Chapter 13

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!

Jesus the alarm here is crazy! Although it is my alarm...I hope it doesn't wake James. I heard some weird crying in the night. Must've been in my non existent dream I had. I stop the alarm, I get out of bed and walk out. I go and check if James is ok. But he isn't in his room. So I check downstairs. And there he is.

All in a ball.

Covered.

What? I never knew James also had mental difficulties? He laid there in a ball, covered under a bed sheet. He was shivering. I approach him.

"James? James?!" I say "Are you okay?"

"J-J-ai..." he says quietly. "I don-nt fee-el so goo-d..."

I embrace him and put him on the sofa. He uncovers his head and kisses me.

"James what happened to you?"

"Jai..al-l of this...you leaving me...fans being hostile..this hand..all of this"

"ME leaving YOU?! Who told you that? I love you and I want to stay forever!"

"That's not according to your words that you said today at night." He says and plays a voice recording of me saying: 'James I have to leave you...'

I did have troubles with sleeping and talking..I'd never say that if I was fully conscious. I don't know what to say. He looked at me with disappointment.

"James...you know I don't mean it..."

"Mhm.." he said. "Sure.....if you mean it...then show me with no regular kiss or hug. Something else."

Something else? Is he implying to s... no. James is not such a guy to pressure me into such act. Something else as in not a regular act. Hmm.

I go upstairs and animate a secret video for him. The video will be...