Feelings? {Jameden-James x Jaiden Story}

Chapter 16

"James..I won't leave you,remember that. I have a feeling it's because I am not engaging as much with you as a partner but as a friend. James. I love you but I am scared to take the steps, I really do want a future with you, but I am afraid that I'll do wrong. I always thought that you were the one who helped mentally ill people, and you were! But now that you are ill I will take care of you. James, I really do love you and you love me. I remember the incident, the foundation. A unexpected one, but a one to be sure. You already did a great job there, and you helped me when I was in trouble. I know how it is, I had troubles myself, James, together we can pull through, together we can defeat your difficulties."She spoke as she held my left hand.

"... ... ... ... ... " What do I say? She loves me...it's just she is scared..and so am I. Maybe we aren't made to be together. But I love her and I can't leave her. I kiss her in the cheek and I go upstairs to my room.

Throughout the day, both of us do our animation, Jaiden coming by sometimes to help me since, you know, my right hand was broken. Every time she came, I became stronger. She really is one of a kind.

She comes in again to help, at around 5pm. This time, with food.

"Jaiden, you didn't need to—"

"Uh uh! You clearly need food, James! It's 5pm! Come on, you need some food for your broken arm?"

"You are right. When I finish, we are going to the cinema!"

"Alright James!" She said and kissed me on the neck, then walked off.

After 15 minutes, I walk down with the plate and we start to prepare for the cinema. I had a plan. After the movie, I would...ask for her hand. Yes, I plan to engage..I hope she says yes.

She helps me to get my jacket and shoes on and we decide to walk. While the walk, we talked about what we animated about and we talked more about our personal life.

We finally arrive and I buy the tickets for 'Home Alone' , although she insisted she should pay, I overruled her with a rock, paper, scissors game. We went to our seats and I prepared for the hand, but of course I had to enjoy myself as well. We held our hands and watched...