twentieth of july
I woke up and per usual ashton was sitting on the side of me smiling from ear to ear. he never failed to make me have a smile on my face as soon as I woke up.
he always said to me, "you gotta start your day off with a smile. how else are you going to get through your day?"
so, whenever I woke up, and he'd be there smiling like a goofus and I would smile back, he would say, "see, now today's going to be a good day! we're going to spend the day proud of ourselves for waking up the right way. now lets go down and make some breakfast."
so we did. we went downstairs and we made ourselves a big fulling breakfast.
I would sit on the counter and watch ashton as he stirred the pancake mix or flipped the eggs. I always thought it was such an amazing thing. they way he always did things so gracefully. like he was scared of messing something up.
his hair would always fall in front of his face and he'd have to pull it back. sometimes I would go up behind him and slide a bandanna on him and he'd look to his right and give me a big cheesy smile.
and he would always look down and tell me how cute it was that I crossed my legs when I sat on the counter and my cheeks would turn bright red and I wouldn't know how to respond. then he'd laugh at me and start tickling me because he knows I'm very ticklish.
then we would sit at the table, and he'd always let me sit near the window because he said the cascading sunlight brought out the blue in my eyes.
and you never really realize how beautiful mornings are until you spend every one of them with somebody you love.
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okay ikik i haven't updated in a while, school is back in session obviously so I havent had much time. This is sort of a filler chapter because I have a very cute idea for a chapter but its gonna take me a while to type and I felt bad for not having an update in a while so here you go (:
