My Stalker

16

*Shawn's P. O. V*

I bit my lower lip again,oh my God I can't take this anymore,as I heard what the doctor said,my eyes became wet with the tears...I was happy that Hind and Louis were okay,but Oumnia,omg!!!I can't imagine what will happen to Louis after that he will wake up and discover the bad news,I'm pretty sure that he will be completely destroyed!!! I mean,if I was in his place,and what happened to Oumnia happens to my girlfriend,I will not live anymore,How can I live without her??And she's is the only reason I'm living for???

I dried my tears quickly...I always try to act like the strongest one in the group,but now I can't!!!It's beyond my abilities...I turned my head and saw Zayn who was sitting next to me,I could see that he was in flood of tears,he sighed and said with a sad voice:

"I never imagined that this will happen to her!!!Why??Why??Oumnia is the nicest girl that I've ever met !!!She doesn't deserve this!!!She doesn't!!!She is very weak!!! I-f...if she-s..he dies,L-ouis..L-ouis wi-ll......"

He stopped,he couldn't continue, and started crying and yelling loudly,he was shaking...

"Za-yn,ca-lm do-wn please!!!!I can't!!! I can't see everybody crying anymore!!!!Can you just calm down????!I'm as afraid as you are!!But let's be patient!!!!She will be okay!!!I'm sure!!j-ust,ju-st,let's be patient!!!!"

I bit my lower lip hardly this time,it hurts a lot,but it won't be like the pain that will Louis feel,when he will hear the bad news...suddenly,I remembered Hind!!!Oh my God!!I forgot her!!I should check if she's okay...
I got up from the bench where I was sitting next to Niall and Zayn.

"Shawn!!Where are you going??"I heard Niall's sad voice calling me.

I sighted and responded:

"I'm going to see my girlfriend,I miss her terribly"

"I will go and check Louis...Zayn,are you coming with me??"

Zayn dried his tears and said quickly:

"Yes,let's go"

Zayn and Niall asked the nurse for the permission to enter Louis's room,fortunately she accepted.

"Shawn,check if Hind is okay,and join us in Louis's room...when he will wake up,I want him find us near him" Zayn said.

I smiled and answered:

"Alright,I will join you guys"

I hurried to Hind's room,as I entered,I saw her laying on bed,covered by a white quilte...she looked like a small beautiful flower in a big field,she was very pale,and looked very tired...I ran to her,and sat on the chair next to the bed where she was laying,I hold her hand,it was very cold,I bit my lower lip even harder than the second time...I really can't deal with this anymore!!!It started bleeding,but it didn't hurt me,what was hurting me more,was looking at her in this state,I really can't!!She was in pain,and I was too...I hold her hand to my lips,and kissed it softly,I love her,I need her,I want her!!!my tears soaked her cheeks,I put my head on her chest,and listened to her heart beats...I knew she won't listen,because she was still unconscious,but I said with a trembling voice:

"Darling,I know you won't listen to what I will say but I need to talk to you,I can't take this anymore!!I can't!!I always try to act like the strongest one,but now I can't!!I feel that I'm very weak,because you're my weaknesses,yes,you are!! If I loose you,how can I live?How can I live without you??Tell me how???I-I love you so much,you're the star that always showed me the best way,you're my everything!!I can't imagine my life without you!!Don't go,stay with me,you're all that I need!!I want you to come back baby,come back please and open your beautiful eyes,I want to see you again,I want to hear your voice again,I want to hear your laugh again,I want you AGAIN!!!I miss you so much!!!Don't go and let me alone!!DON'T FUCKING GO!!!I love you,I want you,baby wake up,and stay with me,you promised that, baby,remember?You said that you will always stay with me until your last breath,we will stay together until our death,remember?You promised me that!!like I did,remember?So,don't fail this promise,darling,don't baby,please,don't!!!I love you,I want you,baby,open your eyes,pl-ease...."

I couldn't continue,I started crying until her shirt became very wet with my tears,I put my face on her chest to cover it,and couldn't stop crying....if she didn't open her eyes,I will become crazy,and I will literally kill Harry fucking Styles with my hands,for doing this to the girls,I swear that I will kill him!!! I stayed in this position,until I felt that a hand was stroking my hair softly,I opened my eyes quickly and smiled...it was her,Oh my God!!She was looking at me with tears in her eyes,she was smiling and said slowly as she was very tired:

"Shawn,baby,I-I love you too babe,I-I..."

I interrupted her with a kiss,Oh my God!!I missed her soft lips!!I missed kissing her!!I missed her voice!!Oh my God,I missed her so much...that kiss was a very passionate one,her lips were very cold,even though,I enjoyed that kiss so much,I felt sparkles in my stomach,I couldn't believe that she woke up,I was extremely cheerful...Thanks God, I thought.

"I'm glade you're fine sweetheart!!!Promise that you will always be safe for me!!"

A cute smile appeared in her lips and she said softly:

"I promise baby,I promise"

I smiled,kissed her forehead,and got up from the chair,she was looking at me,confused,then she said:

"Where are going?You don't want to stay with me?"

I approached,kissed her cheeks,and said:

"My gorgeous,my beautiful,my darling,how can I refuse staying with you?It's not that,baby,it's just..."

"It's just,what?"

"I-I should go and check if Louis is okay,darling"

"Oh my God,I forgot about that,how is Oumnia??Please tell me!!!In the car,Louis said that she was not breathing anymore!!!!Is she okay now??Tell me Shawn!!!"

She was extremely worried...I didn't want her to know about what happened to Oumnia,her best friend,especially that she was in a state of weakness,so I was obliged to lie:

"Don't worry,darling,sh-e is fin-e"

I said the last words difficulty..I normally never lie to her,but I was obliged...I had nothing else to do.

"Baby,try to rest a little bit,I will come back quickly,I promise"

She smiled,I made the pillow comfortable for her,she closed her eyes,but before I could go,she pulled me closer to her and whispered:

"I love you"

I kissed her again,and said:

"I love you more"

I got up and opened the door slowly to not disturb her,I took a last look to her,and smiled as I saw her sleeping peacefully.

I closed the door and ran to Louis's room..As I entered, I remained paralyzed in front of what I just saw...Louis was covering his face with his hands,he was crying,and yelling....it was very painful..Niall and Zayn were crying too,I knew that they told him about Oumnia's state..it was painful to see my best friend in this state...I hugged him,I could listen that he was whispering:"no..no Oumnia stay,no!!don't go!!baby stay"

I never saw him in this state..I know that he's very sensible,but this was a lot for him,this bad news came down like a thunderbolt..for all of us..but he will be the one who will be in pain... more than us,we love Oumnia so much,but we don't love her as he does...I really hope that she wakes up,because if she doesn't..it will be the end for Louis Tomlinson...the end...I don't wanna think about it,it's painful...very painful...

To be continued