inspired by / slow dancing in the dark by joji
(swipe & listen to song while reading pls its soo good)
about / In which Seulgi loves Joohyun but she knows she's not good for her.
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When Seulgi looks at Joohyun, she feels her heart flutter. She's a blushing mess around her, she can't stop looking at her. She is in love with everything about Joohyun, her mocha eyes that sparkle when she laughs, she sweet laugh and euphoric smile. She wants Joohyun so desperately but she knows the truth.
She'll never be good enough for Joohyun. Joohyun comes from a wealthy family from in the better part of the city meanwhile Seulgi isn't from the best part of city and isn't wealthy, Seulgi also has a horrible smoking habit that Joohyun hates passionately.
Seulgi tried to change, she tried to be better, she tried to do better. But in the end she knew it was no use. Because at the end of they she couldn't be the one for Joohyun. It hurt her so much to ignore the one she loves, it hurt her to have to completely ignore her during class or basically run away from her as soon as class ends.
It hurts her even more when she hears Joohyun brokenly call out for her. It hurts her to see Joohyun's once sparkly mocha eyes turn into dull sad eyes. It just hurt so badly, it ached. But she knew it was for the best. Her love for Joohyun wasn't approved by her family or Joohyun's
Currently Seulgi was sitting alone in an alleyway, a cigarette in one hand and her hand running her fingers through her dark locs. Seulgi was remembering the argument she had with Joohyun earlier the same day.
"Seulgi why do you keep one running away from me? don't like me?" Joohyun asked with sad eyes.
Seulgi sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. "Like is only understatement about how I feel about you Joohyun." Seulgi stated in a raspy small broken voice.
"Then why! Why are you ignoring me! If you know my feels for you and I know your feelings for me then why can't this work? why do you have to ignore me!" Joohyun shouted with annoyance as tears gathered in her eyes.
"Because I'm not good for you Joohyun and you know it!" Seulgi finally responded, yelling back.
Joohyun let her tears fall. "How can you decided that for me?! Seulgi how can you?!" Joohyun asked yelling back.
"Joohyun, do you not see? do you not understand? I'm the worst for you, Your father even agrees, you deserve so much better Joohyun. So much better than me."
At this point Joohyun was crying her eyes out. "Kang Seulgi, I love you! Why can't you see that I don't care about what anyone says! I want to be with you and you only!" Joohyun cried out.
At this point Seulgi couldn't bare to look at Joohyun's tearful eyes or listen to her sobs, it was too painful to listen to.
Before Seulgi left she whispered to Joohyun.
"We can never be together,not because of me but because of them."
a/n : thank you for 1k <33
