Heart nuisance (Janoskians fanfic- Jai Brooks) COMPLETED AND BEING EDITED

Chapter Twenty-One

HI GUISSE!

LAST CHAPTER WAS PREE DAMN INTENSE EY?

WELL HERES THE LATEST ONE.

OH AND THANKYOU FOR FANNING, VOTING, AND MAKING ME SMILE WITH ALL YOUR SWEET COMMENTS. THEY MAKE MY DAY :D 

AS YOU'VE PROBABLY GUESSED, THE STORY IS COMING CLOSE TO THE END .

I KNOW ;(

THERE MIGHT JUST BE TWO MORE CHAPTERS LEFT OR EVEN JUST ONE.

I DONT KNOW!

JAI'S P.O.V

"Jai, She wanted me to pass this over to you, before she left" Luke said taking an envelope out of his pocket as soon as Kerri left. He came back a few minutes ago, after being gone for like two hours. Im guessing he went to her house without telling me. When he said 'she' i knew exactly who it was, and my heart fucking stopped. Before she left? When is she fucking leaving?She cant fucking leave.

My heart broke. I regret everything. I didnt kiss Kerri, although she made an attempt to kiss me every so often, but it felt to wrong to kiss someone i dont really care about.

I took the letter from Luke and stared it. I was scared to open it.

Im scared of what it might say. 

Maybe it says how much she truly regrets meeting me, and that she hates me. I dont blame her. I dont dont deserve someone like her.

Although I know we both made mistakes, I still love her. 

It makes me sad that, I know that it's pretty much over between us. We've lost each other.  

I ran upstairs to my bedroom, shutting the door. I wanted to be alone .Luke was a good brother for getting this for me, but I cant help but wonder what they could have talked about. I was still holding the envelope that was adressed to me. 

I wanted to open it but I agrued with myself, whether or not to open it. At the end, my heart lost, and I ripped the envelope opento reveal the letter with Em's hand writing. She had been crying when she wrote, there was tear drops on the piece or paper. 

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Jai,

Im writting this letter to say goodbye. It's really hard to write this, because i know really know what to say. I could go on forever about how much you meant to me, but I'll have to fit it in this paper.

I want to thank you for all the memories you have given me that I will treasure in my heart forever. 

You made me feel like the happiest girl in the world and i want to thank you for the that. 

Im sorry I fucked up. We were happy, and I ruined it . You didnt do anything wrong,  I just get hurt easily, and I was afraid of losing Uncle Cage however, I lost you on the way too. 

Before I met you, I probably never smiled or laughed, and the day I met you, when you dragged me up on the dancefloor, I couldnt help but laugh at how stupid we probably looked. The wierd thing was that, I get nervous of people i dont know very well but for some reason, I could dance really stupidly with you. That was probably the first time I've laughed in a while. When you left, I thought I'd never see you again.

Melbourne is massive, like it almost impossible to bump in to someone again however, i was lucky enough to bump into you, out of the 4.1 million people. I have a feeling it was fate. You were brought in to my life for a reason. Anyway, I saw you again when I was grocery shopping, and you also happen save my cousin's life that day.