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It was like someone dropped her heart from a 15 story building.
JYP eliminated both Minho and Felix and no one could believe it. No one wanted to believe it.
After JYP spoke his words and left, Mi Sun immediately broke out in tears. She didn't want to lose them. She didn't want to be in a group where they weren't with them.
But it also made her mad. Instead of helping Felix with his Korean, he kicks him out. Which made no sense.
But she was mad at herself, too. All the times she could have helped with his korean, she didn't take for granted.
If only she would have helped more. If only she would have been there for him and Minho more, this wouldn't have happened.
In many ways, she felt like it was her fault.
Mi Sun sobbed into her hands as she kneeled down, hiding her face. She was a very emotional person.
Opposite to her brother Jiyong, who was always able to keep a straight face at times like this.
Mi Sun listened to Changbin cry while apologizing to him. She heard Jisung cry and Chan cry.
"Always find me here, yeah?" Chan said, sniffling. Felix kept sniffing and quietly sobbing. "I'm not gonna leave you."
Mi Sun stood up, still covering her tear drenched face. Refusing to show her face to the camera or anyone but her loud sobs were evident at how much this hurt her.
Felix is her best friend and in many ways, soulmate. He was always there for her. So was Minho. The both of them were always there for her no matter what.
She remembered telling everyone when we all debut, I promise to learn English. I'll even be better than Chan oppa!
She had dreams of the 10 of them debuting together. Now, that was all gone.
Felix walked over to Mi Sun slowly and wrapped his arms around her, allowing her to hug him back and cry into his chest.
"O-Oppa....please d-don't l-leave me." She cried into him. "P-Please d-don't leave m-m-me....I-I'm s-sorry."
"I'm not ever gonna leave you." Felix sobbed out, raising her head up.
Revealing her tear drenched face, her eyes were red and puffy and her cheeks were flushed. It wasn't likely to stop anytime soon.
"You don't need to be sorry, okay?" He said, wiping her tears. "You did nothing wrong."
"No no no." She denied, shaking her head. "I should've been there for you....I s-should've been t-there to h-h-help you."
That only made Felix and everyone else's heart break in the dance room. The fact that she was blaming herself.
She is the sweetest girl in the world. And here she was, blaming herself for something she had no control over.
No one ever wanted to see her like this ever again.
Minho ran and pulled her into a hug, completely heart broken.
"Listen, baby, its okay." He said into her ear. "We're gonna be okay....its not your fault."
No matter how many times they tell her that, it didn't lessen the hurt.
She was sad and angry all in one. Sad because two people she loves was eliminated and angry at JYP and at herself for this ordeal.
She was truly gonna miss them. And she was really gonna need time to be able to accept things now.
─ a u t h o r s n o t e
Perhaps my eyes are sweating??
Before you try and kill me, I just wanted to get the sad shit out of the way before someone requests it. Like, this is the only time I will write something sad during the survival show in this book.
