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This town looks exactly the same as the other fifty citys Ive been to. Brick buildings, dive bars and lots of people. People that reek of lust, sexual tension, and others that just reek of sex in general. Men, women and shifters, but luckily no fae, hopefully. The last citys Id been through had fae everywhere, Seelie fae to be exact and in no way would they welcome my presence. Being that Im the runaway Unseelie princess, but Id rather forget that and drown myself in the nearest fae cocktail and I'm sure there would be a Underworlder bar some were. Thats what we called ourselves as a collective group when we didnt feel like naming all the factions which was most of the time since there were a whole hell lot of factions. But back to the point of needing fae alcohol some high level drugs and a woman to drain out my misery. Maybe Id get lucky and someone would kill me only to realize when the glamor faded that they killed the most powerful Unseelie in the universe. Universe being as there were more of us on planets, that earth scientists couldnt detect. That we out powered them by one hundred to negative one, although they did outnumber us all the same.
I knew when I entered the Underworlder bar I was in deep shit because not only was there Unseelie and seelie in the bar, my Ex-Guard was their. I may have had a powerful glamor, but he could detect my magic when it was anywhere near him even if I used the strongest glamor possible. So, like the coward I was soon becoming I walked over to the most powerful person in the room and it so happened to be a girl, a very beautiful Unseelie girl. When I walked up to her, I grabbed her face and kissed the shit out of her and we ended up being a groping, groning mess heading straight for the bathroom. When we finally did get in I yelled at everyone to get out and they did in an instant. What the hell was that for? The beautiful girl asked. Well to be exact I just used you to get away from some people that I dont need recognizing me. Then I kissed her again because she was just that good of a kisser, that beautiful of a fae. Different then all the ones Id grown up surrounded by. Different than the ones that praised me for beauty I never saw. All I ever saw was a sleek amount of black and dark red feathered wings. The tattoos id engraved into my body. The pale creamy tone of my skin that looked almost human until you saw that I had no pulse and it was tinged with lavender and blood. I never saw the beauty that others saw and maybe if I saw myself in their eyes then I wouldnt see a monster when I looked in the mirror. But, I knew I wasnt that lucky like I knew in about five seconds shed break the kiss and storm out of the bathroom.
But, I guess I couldnt predict the unpredictable, because instead of leaving she stripped us of our shirts. Leaving me just standing there in utter shock. Fuck, how long had it been since Id been laid, I guess feeding off of other people with people hadnt been filling me enough because now I was starving in a way that said I hadnt had a proper meal in over a year. She didn't even get my shorts unbuttoned before I was yanking hers and mine off and shoving her into the wall with a brutal kiss. A kiss that lasted all of a second before we were ripping of the rest of the fabric between us and resuming our frantic kissing, groping, and grinding. She was truly beautiful skinny, but not in a all, skin and bones way. While you could pretty much call me a skeleton with wings and skin. But, I guess I was beautiful in a way to. We were different and the same in a way. Both broken girls yearning for some physical contact, but to afraid to give into the wish in fear of ruining the person with our secrets and lies.
So, we fucked in a desperate fashion before what we were doing truly sank in. If I didnt get awaY from her now I would fall into her trap just like the one of a Sirens. Beautiful and magical until it came to bite you in the ass, literally. What I didnt know is when we fucked we would need each other forever, that shed be a fae that mated to other fae of her kind when they fucked that wed be forever entangled and I couldnt ever take a different mate like she could now never take a different mate, and that would be the worst thing ever.
Its the next day and I cant remember shit, except for seeing my Ex-Guard and the face of that random girl. She was so beautiful and anything that beautiful cant be anything, but a sin. But she was broken, a movement of frantic process and racing heart. Well should have been a racing heart, but instead moved sluggishly like it was losing a losing battle. But back to the point Im havin one of those days were its like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed and your emotions go from sluglish to in technicolor, everything that can go wrong just seems to. And it makes you feel wrong and wanting to die because on any other day I want to die, but on days like today it is a prominent feeling. Like I could go walk in front of a car right that second and as soon as you have that thought the walls start to close in on you putting that thought at the front of your brain until you do it. Because your not strong enough, and then you remember where you are all alone on a bar stool in an empty bar hungover with someone tapping on your shoulder. Then everything goes back into complete color and its like waking up from a nightmare only to go into the nightmare of your life. Hey, girl, get up the bars closed and you fell asleep on my bar top, Id like to get home and sleep before my next shift. Asshole doesnt he know that not everyone has a fucking home to go to at night. Little do I know that asshole will become my first real friend and good thing he's not human, though I would never tell him what I am because his kind doesn't like mine. While your at it haul your girlfriend out of the bathroom to. Aw shit, I have the worst luck couldnt I just fuck someone and never see her again. But apparently we fucked just a little to harsh, I mean I was known for doing that, but wow I must have taken a lot out of her. What confused me more was that I was knocked out on the bar stool too. All I remember from last night was hands on hips and walking out of the bathroom fully satisfied and then Its all black. Like someone went in my brain and erased the rest of the night, and wow I feel really weird like a piece of my missing soul had been put back in, but that wouldnt make sense with all that I am. It wouldn't make sense because that only happens when we take a mate and I can't have a mate unless oh shit oh shit oh shit no, no, no she must be a, fuch no I can't, no I can't. I cant deal with a mate someone that I can ruin with all my secrets I cant do that to another person and I definitely cant drag her into the unseelie court ever. Because she will die we've never had two rulers that were female and there is no doubt that they will force me to be the ruler of my court. My court are the most dangerous of all were not even supposed to go out to the human world but here I am putting everyone in danger with my stupidity. So like the stupid bitch I am I get up and haul that girls ass outside lets just hope I can figure out where she lives so I dont have to take her to my place. I check her to see if she has any ID on her but all I find is a locked phone that's almost dead. So my place it is shit fuckity fuck.
