My Tutor... (PJM FF) [COMPLETED]

Thirteen...

"Go and take a shower" Jimin told me "I had turned the water heater on since the morning so the water is hot"

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He was too right, the water was boiling hot.

I got under the warm water and did was I was used to do when I was depressed.

I turned the water the the max hottest.

Call me stupid and an idiot, but it did calm me down a bit, even though I always burn my skin and end up having weak legs.

The scalding water harshly hit my skin causing me to wince.

And I stayed there.

F.O.R A.G.E.S.

Jimin ended up getting worried and kept asking me if I was alright, so I decided to get out from under the water and wrap myself in a bathrobe.

I looked at my legs and shoulders in the mirror, my skin was impossibly red and I was feeling very dizzy, my legs already being no use.

I stumbled out of the bathroom and found Jimin sitting on his bed, a look of worry on his face.

"J-Jimin" I spoke "I don't- feel good"

I collapsed to the floor and my heart started to throb painfully.

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"I told you I'm okay, I hate hospitals"

"Are you sure?"

"One hundred percent"

Jimin had helped me all along and even got me burn cream for my- oh, all my body.

"But Jamie" Jimin spoke "why did you do that?"

"Oh, you mean the shower?"

"Yeah"

"I used to that, well, still do, when I have too much on my head"

"Don't ever do that again" Jimin strictly told me.

"Yeah, okay"

Authors note: I do that shower thing too, and the same things happen afterwards (except the heart pain, obviously)

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"Jamie" Jimin started "haven't you ever tried to talk to your parents about it?"

"Jimin" I sighed "even if I tried, I wasn't ever listened to and my opinions were never taken in or even simply considered, you know, my mom once told me with her own mouth that I was well away from her heart. I mean, how harsh is that? I had no one on my side- well there was my sister but all she kept doing was nagging at me to stop the attitude towards my parents. But she was really kind, I really loved her, but everything's gone now, I have no one, I just wish that I could meet up with her one day"

"I hope so too, but you have me now" Jimin said with a smile

"Yeah, of course"

He gently held my hand and pressed his lips on mine, despite my sadness and scars, it became all too easy to kiss him back.

I abruptly pulled away when my chest started to burn like fuck. I clenched my teeth and my hand pressed harshly on the area, my tears constantly falling as I fell on the floor.

I tried to take a deep breath but I couldn't breath.

With Jimin constantly shaking me and calling out my name, I passed out.

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"She's a special girl, can't you see it?" I stood there with a fake smile on my face as I listened to my uncle talking to my dad after he yelled at me in front of everyone.

After I could take on no more I quickly walked to the attic room, where I cried for hours.

I soon slept and had the worst dream ever, flashbacks of the worst moments of my life. My mother harshly striking me, my brother slapping my face, my other brother pushing me in the deep end of the pool when he knew that I couldn't swim. Me running out of the house with a bloody cheekbone to the safety of my cousins arms. My dad breaking my laptop, my sister pushing me down the stairs, my brother putting bugs on my head. My younger sister lying about me bullying her causing me to get grounded for two weeks, my crush leaving me broken hearted, my mom yelling at me as I climbed up the stairs ignoring my tears, her angrily breaking my favorite phone case, my precious cousin leaving me behind as she said "I expected better from you" leaving me yelling desperately for her...

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"Jamie! It's okay! I'm here!"

I opened my eyes and realized that I've been yelling for my boyfriend.

I looked around me.

Hospital.

I sat up and clung onto Jimin's neck as I cried, "Jimin! I wanna go home!"

"Ssh, it's okay" he gently stroked my hair "we'll go soon yeah?"

"I- I had a dream" I sobbed "it- it was so horrible Jimin!"

"It's just a dream, everything's fine now"

I calmed down as I felt Jimin's arms around me.

Everything's fine, I had him now, I don't need anyone else.

Right?

Or did I? 

Authors note: A sad chapter, but cheer up! Here's a cute Namjoon: