We walked back to the car
"Are you okay" I just looked at him for a minute and broke down I felt stupid crying in front of him but I just couldn't help it
"Hey it's okay " he said while pulling me into a hug
"I'm sorry " I said finally pulling myself together a bit
"Why are you sorry"
"I don't know really I guess I just feel like a bad sister not being there for Emily and sorry for you in making you miss band practice because MY life's a bit messed up at the minute "
"You the not a bad sister you are amazing and I would do anything for you even if it means missing band practice so what I'm sure the guys will cope "
"Thanks brad you know how to make me feel better "
"So still up for the party tonight , you don't have to come I really for want to pressure you into anything "
"No I think it would be good for me and get my mind of things "
"Okay" we started to drive we were silent the whole time but it was a nice silence . we when's into brads house to find Emily and Alex asleep on the couch Emily has her head on his chest and he had his arm around her and the best thing was she was smiling it made me happy knowing she was happy "
Hey guys if you are reading this please could you comment because I feel like no one is ! Ilya xx will update later ..x
