In the mix of high school and my first marriage there was problems. After I got in bus wreak I not only went thew doctors for my back,I went threw depression. Before my ex husband left I sat and watched the man I was really close to take his last breath. My pap past in 2012. I lost it. Not only did he pass away my cousin t.o. pass away the next month on the same day. And when I was at his furnurl, my dad calls my phone for my mom. I did not even know he was in the hospital my mom didn't tell me. I listened to my voice mail and he said they are going to do a heart cat on me. So me and my ex husband went to graveside and my uncle told me to go see my dad. Mind you everyone was dressed in camo. That's the way we do things around here. I went to hospital and a doctor said oh did u get done hunting? I said no it was a death in the family. When the doctor pulled the curtain back I seen my dad I can't explain the feeling I was feeling. I told him I live him and they moved him to another room and I left to go home.
After that I found out that my husband at the time had been cheating on me at work. He worked night shift at walmart. He would get dressed up and go to work. Me being me, my friends and I went to his work and sure enough he was all over kissing another girl and holding her the way he did me. I confronted him about it he lied. Then that is when the abuse started. He left and I didn't date for like 2 years. The reason why it took me so long is because I was hurt very bad lot of mental abuse he did long with all of that.
