Book One: His Beauty Series
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"So you are accepting me? Or was that a show just for Kennedy?"
"Well, I won't lie and say that throwing the kiss in her face wasn't part of the plan...But I also do want to be with you, I'm just not sure we should."
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Finding Mykelti with Lenny pissed me off to no end. How could he do that to me? Does he not care about our bond at all? Does he not care how his actions affect me in the slightest? And Lenny, I could have ripped his fucking throat out.
Is Mykelti really my mate? Or is this some sort of fucked up karma biting me in the ass for stealing cookies as a child. Is there some other reason I started having these feelings for him and my mate is someone completely different?
I'm pacing my room trying to get a hold of my anger but I just want to go back to the party and mark Mykelti so everyone will know he's mine! I growl and throw my fist through my wardrobe door before starting to kick at it.
How could he do this to us?
I continue to break random objects in my room, ignoring whoever is trying to enter the door. I don't want to be near anyone right now. I want to be alone.
My door crashes open and Ezekiel storms in pushing me against the wall with my arm bent behind my back, "Calm the fuck down" he roared in his alpha tone but Titus still tried to fight against him.
He held me against the wall for a good five minutes before I calmed down completely.
"Now do you want to explain what the hell is going on?" He asks crossing his arms over his chest.
I slide down the wall bringing my knees up to my chest, taking a huge breath before explaining.
"I caught Mykelti in a room with Lenny at the party. If I didn't walk in when I did, they would have fucked." He nods, unmoving, waiting for me to continue. "He's supposed to be my mate. If he really was, why would he do that to me? I just lost it." I finish quietly.
"I get that right now you and Titus feel betrayed but what you both failed to realize is that 1, Mykelti is human. 2, He doesn't know you're his mate and neither does Lenny and 3, Your not 100% certain he is your mate yet." He slowly crouches down to my level and places a hand on my knee "from the sounds of nothing major happened between them so I suggest when you cool down more you talk to Mykelti. Explain a little of how you felt. Work things out."
Ezekiel gave my knee one last pat before walking out of my room leaving me to my thoughts. Oh god. I fucked up. I was so horrible to Mykelti. He didn't know. I said so many mean things to him and I know I can't take them back. How will I get him to forgive me? Will he ever forgive me. I get the opportunity to find my mate early and this is how I treat him?
It doesn't matter how angry I get I should never have treated him like that. Why couldn't I think more rationally at the moment? Why didn't I stay and try to make him see that I wanted forever now?
