Hacker // Meanie

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I look at Wonwoo in the eyes getting teary again. My other hand goes to his cheek like he's the most vulnerable thing in the world. "My mom.. She knows..", I start and Wonwoo doesn't comment giving me my time to collect the words. "She shouted at me and sounded so disappointed and like I've done the awfullest thing in the world.. Like you would be a disease to me..", I speak up finally not letting Wonwoo from my eyes afraid he is going to disappear. 

"How can't she see that I love you?" 

Wonwoo pouts and slowly and carefully pulls my head down into a small and caring kiss not rushing. We kiss again and again, taking our time. My hand goes to his waist taking a hold on it. Then the kiss breaks and Wonwoo wipes my tears with his thumb. "Let's do it. Slowly", he whispers and I kiss him again not roughly like before, more loving this time. 

Wonwoo surrenders under me taking my shirt off and I do the same for him, searching his torso with my lips. Wonwoo closes his eyes and traces his hand to mine interlocking fingers. I kiss his lower belly reaching the waistband of his trousers and look up to him for agreement. Wonwoo slowly nods and smiles at me. I take his pants of and the sight is the most prettiest thing ever. His legs are perfection. I take my time to admire them, massaging the skin with my hands. I can see the bulge in Wonwoo's briefs and slowly reach for them getting them away. Wonwoo whimpers completely red as he covers his eyes. 

"It's okay. I promise I won't hurt you", I whisper to him and he nods. I stroke his cock a few times before fingers tracing down to his hole. He cries out as I draw circles around it eyes at the beautiful boy. "Wa-wait, Mingyu", he says with a shaky voice grabbing my hands. "I.. I don't know- I mean-", the stutters are enough for me to get my hands away and get up at the same level as his face and teary eyes, embarrassed red on his cheeks. "Hey, Wonu.. We don't have to do it now, if you're afraid or not sure. I can wait as long as you give me the permission", I smile at him. 

Wonwoo shakes his head. "I- I want it but.. I'm scared.. I've never done this and I don't know how to do it and-", I shush at him and he gets quiet. I kiss his cheeks each side. "I promise it won't hurt. Leave it to me, I'll make you feel good and just say if you want to stop", he nods at me. "I'll hold your hand if you need to", I smile and he smiles so I go back down. "Wait just a second", I whisper leaving the naked Wonwoo on the bed and going to get my bag. I search what I need and take it going back to the room. Wonwoo rests on the bed breathing slowly in and out. I show him the bottle of lube and get back between his legs. 

I spread the legs and Wonwoo lets out a small noise. Lubing my finger I push the tip carefully in Wonwoo's hole. The boy whimpers and closes his eyes. "Mingyu-", I push the hole finger inside and let the boy get used to the feeling. I get back up to Wonwoo's ear. "Want to know a secret? This is my first time with a boy". 

Wonwoo looks at me and gulps. He bits his shivering bottom lip and nods. "You can- continue", he whispers with a small pause in the middle. 

I keep on stretching him up and add another finger after awhile. I do it slowly and carefully, just as Wonwoo needs it to be. When I'm ready I take my fingers out and Wonwoo moans. "Mingyu..", his low voice has risen little upper already. I grab the lube and put it to my dick getting it wet enough. Then I lean down hands trapping Wonwoo's head between them. We share a long eye contact. "You're so freaking beautiful, Jeon Wonwoo. You're so sweet and loving, cute and sexy, the most precious person I've ever met. I love you so much", Wonwoo gets emotional and he blinks his eyes so the tears are gone. I line myself to Wonwoo's hole but before I can push in Wonwoo grabs my shoulders stopping me. "Wha-what if-", I kiss him only for to distract his thoughts and when he is into the kissing I slowly and carefully push in, feeling how tight Wonwoo is and how my preparations weren't maybe enough. Wonwoo cries to my mouth and I stop letting him adjust to the size. I let go of his lips and listen him whimpering under me. "It- it's so- Oh my god". 

I take his hand to mine and give his palm a peck. "It's fine, baby. Relax. Focus on me", he moves his eyes at mine and he gulps nodding. Soon I feel Wonwoo is ready to move so I start slowly pounding in and out hugging Wonwoo's torso closer to me. He moans and grabs the sheets shifting legs wider. "Ah- Mingyu-", he cries out again loudly and grabs my sides to get a hold on to something. I grow the pace a little by little still not wanting to hurt Wonwoo. "You're doing so well, honey", I whisper kissing his neck. He isn't able to answer but he smiles a little before scrunching his nose and letting out a loud moan. 

I groan at his voice. He sounds so perfect. He is so perfect. As long as he loves me, we're fine, right?