Hacker // Meanie

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I see Wonwoo getting in to the classroom, which is always empty. Gladly, I follow him as soon as he disappears to the dark room with no lights. I open the door and my eyes glue to Wonwoo. He turns around facing me, and he tenses up. I lock the door behind me just staring at Wonwoo, not saying anything.

Then I open my mouth. "It's you", he gets confused. I start to walk to his direction and he backs off hitting the table. The boy gulps nervously. "I'm what?" he asks.

I chuckle and stop right in front of him not giving any space to be. "You're the one who hacked my phone", my voice isn't that mad. I relized it was Wonwoo who did this. He's the one who does these tricks on me.

He laughs, quietly and defeated. "So you figured it out. I thought you were too dumb to relize", Wonwoo moves his eyes to the floor pushing hands into fists, getting hold on to the table.

"You like me, don't you?" I ask not getting any answer. He just bits his bottom lip and avoids eye contact. I lift his head up from his jaw harshly. "Answer me. Now", I want him to be aware and I want my answers. But he just pushes my hand away, now staring at me.

"I don't like you Mingyu", he starts with that low voice of his. "I love you, you piece of shit".

It feels weird, to be said that someone loves me. And not from any girl but a boy. A boy, that really does seem to love me. I can see it. It reads on his eyes. On his too perfect face.

"How come you've never noticed my stares? From pre-school I've always wanted to be you or be with you. I made a promise, that I'll marry you and then we're gonna have kids and a cat. I dreamt about you coming home from work tired but you would still come straight to me and kiss me like it was the world's end", he says. It's cute. He is cute.

I want it all.

"But then you started to bang every girl you found attractive. I thought you were straight, that's why you never noticed my eyes on you and only you. Until I found out you were gay but you just didn't care about some loser like me. It hurt more than the time you liked girls. And when you did it with Joshua? It was a test. And it hurt how you would just go and make someone fall in love with you", his eyes are watering. "It still wasn't me who got your attention".

I listen there quietly, feeling a bit guilty. It's kinda creepy how this guy just stalked me and did those horrible things for me, but I deserve the shit. I was hurting so many people.

Once again my eyes won't leave from Wonwoo's pretty face. I just examine every part of him wanting to touch him, wanting to kiss him. It's a weird feeling.

"What are you staring? Haven't seen a crazy admirer before?" he asks. My hands goes to his waist which makes him surprised and tensed up again. I go inch closer so that our chests are touching and I lower my face so that our noses almost touch. Wonwoo blusehs deeply, almost pulling his head away., "Wha-what are you doing?" he looks so cute like this, the small gay panic he has.

I smile to him. "I don't know. You are just so.. beautiful", my answer is enough to make him hide his face out of embarrasment. He puts his head to his palms and shakes his head. I laugh at the adorable action and pull his hands away from his wrists. "Don't be shy. You got my attention no, Wonu", it makes him look back up. "But if we are clear you got my attention back when you started to hack my phone..", I say pouting a bit. "That's not very nicely done, baby".

I can swear that I see him dying from the names I say to him. Then he collects himself to speak. "I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry..", apologizing he relaxes and leans now into me putting his head rest in my shoulder. I pull him into a hug from his back with my hands and he puts his hands on my back, carefully hugging back.

"It's okay. We can figure things out."

My hacker is a cutie, but why do I like him so badly? Why do I want to help the one who ruined my life? Weird, huh?