Find Yourself

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Sometimes you find yourself in the middle of nowhere, and sometimes, in the middle of nowhere you find yourself.

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- 4 months later-

"Becca, no. I wanna know the gender." Me and Becca had been at this for about an hour, and she was loosing.

"But, it'd be cute!" she whined.

"oh my god, Guys. Stop." Jaz cried.

"No, not until she agrees to I-" Becca began .

"Honey I home!"  Jack smirked as he entered to living room.

"Good, Jack! You can settle this." Becca began "Do you wanna know the gender of the baby, or do you wanna wait?"

"Wait. That sounds awesome." He smiled, as I my gaze stabbed him with daggers.

"No, you guys can wait. I wanna know." I nodded, standing up, exiting the room.

"Alex," Jack stopped me, as I began the stairway, his hands wrapped around my waist. "I'll do what ever you want." He muttered, placing his lips At the crook of my neck. Shivers filled my spine, and down to my toes.

"It's whatever, Jack." I answered, my breath short and jagged.

"See." He pulled his head away from my neck, his eyes locking with mine. "You always do this. You always give up. You never let yourself win." He sighing, as his arms untangled themselves from my waist, and down to his sides.

"I dont know, Jack." I whisper, turning my body from facing him, "I really dont."  My feet finally began up the stair case once more,  and into the silent room I call my own. My body crashing into the bed, as I study the ceiling. My hand rest on my now forming 'baby bump'.

My life had a constant nonstop mary-go-round. Always spinning, always nonstop, I was stuck with is life, and I couldn't change it. Yes, I found love, I found it all, but did I honestly find what I wanted? Did I really want to be a mother at this age? No, honestly, I didnt, but the thought of taking a innocent childs life pained me.

"Mommy." My gazed had now been shifted to the door frame, there stood two little toddlers, their hair black as night, and their percing green eyes.

"Mommy.." The tiniest one  said agian. My face had been stuck in complete and total astomishment .

"Hm?" Was all I can choke out.

"Why are you-" the other was cut off by a crashing sound of breaking glass, their little body's trembled, and shook, as they ran to the side of the bed, the bed over towering there height. The sounds of heavy footfall began to come closer and closer, as they tried to get on the bed.

"Help us mommy, were scared!" one of them  pleaded, but I couldnt, my whole body was stuck, and I couldnt move anything but my head.

"Mommy!" Their peircing screams contunited until the footsteps stopped in front of my door.

"Alex!" A manly voice filled the voice, in fear I didnt look up, just focaus on the two little ones trying to reach the top of the bed

"Alex!?!" Jacks voice repeated, "Wake up!" he shook my shoulder.

"Hmm!?" I gasped, the air filling my lungs, as I sat up .

"You've been asleep since last night." he pointed to the clock that read 2:30 pm.

"What, really?" I questioned.

"Yes, now come on." he stood, deaching for my hand, "Its time to see what we're- I mean your having. Im just the side kick in this." he winked.

"Yupie" I muttered standing to get ready. My hair was placed at the top of my head in a messy bun, sweats and a loose sweater that belonged to Jack, my makeup was normal.

"Ready." Jack smiled, as he opened the car door for me.

"Yup," I smiled, as we back out of the brive way, and began to the hospital.

-At the hopital-

"Hello, Mrs. Gilinsky." My doctor greeted me as I laid in the bed.

"Hey doc." I giggled.

"So are you read to find out the baby's gender?" He asked excitedly.

"As ready as I'll ever be." I smiled with a nod, as Jack's grip tightened on my hand.

"Well lets look, can you please lift you shirt?" He asked, and I listened, a cold gel was placed on my stomach.

"Okay, now listen." The steady heart beat, pumped over and over. "Wait, is that two?" He listened more intensly. "Your having twins!" He added after a few seconds of listening, "now lets look for the gender-"

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ah ah ah.♡ well this is the ending to this book ;o Do you hate me yet? cx . Don't worry the next book will start soon I promise♡ Ily guys♡ Thank you for the reads!

-Marie_Mariie-

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