Savior (Jack G. Lovestory)

Amnesia

The ride home was quiet, but a comfortable quite. He gave all of his focus to the passenger seat window.

"Uh, I kinda need to know where you live." I sighed.

"Uh, turn left here." he pointed, as I made a left turn. " Right." he added a couple seconds later, Made a quick turn. "The third house on the left side of the street." He said, as we pulled up to the house. "Thanks." he said bluntly.

"Welcome." I said in a near whisper, as he opened the door, before exiting he turned,

"Wanna come in, my parents are on a business trip in New York." I shake my head declining his offer,

"No, I need to get home." I lied.

"Okay, see you in class Monday." I give a slight nod, as he closes the door, and heads to the gate, taking a quick glance back at me, but then quickly turning back to go inside. I sped off in the direction home.

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I finally reach home, parking my car, and running inside, up to my room, not even checking to see if any ones home, because its only me and my mom, and she's on a business trip.

I pace into my room quickly plugging my phone in, playing

'Amnesia - 5sos '

The beginning

"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all"

Tears streaming down my face, as the final choirs began.

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" I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all"

I sang along, practically screaming every word, through my tears. When the song came to an end, I clasped to the floor. Tears flushing my cheeks, as the song

'Ever Enough - A Rocket To The Moon'

Blasted throughout my house, the pain of remembering him, the thought of our last kiss, before he made me feel so much pain. Our promises broken, our relationship over, but something still stuck to him.

I let out a gasp for air, standing, and reaching to the top of my dresser, grabbing the jewelry box. The distinct rose carved on the top of it. I trace the carving with my finger, as I sit back down on the ground, relaxing my body, before opening it.