A Tragic Love

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I Woke Up To The Sound Of Music , And The Smell Of Breakfast

I Walked Down Stairs And Saw Andrew Dancing And Cooking .

I Guess He's Happy From Last Night .

He Didnt Notice Me Standing On The Last Stair , Just Looking At Him .

I Sat Down On The Stair , Still Looking At Him .

He Cut The Music Down , And Screamed My Name .

I Jumped A Little , His Voice Is Loud And I Didnt Expect Him To Scream .

I Tip Toed Behind Him And Just Stood There Leaning Against The Counter .

He Turned Around And Jumped .

" Shit Claire " Andrew Said

I Laughed

" Sorry " I Said

" Well , I See You Cooked Breakfast " I Said

" Yes , So Eat It " Andrew Said

" So Demanding " I Said Sitting Down

He Looked At Me And Smiled

We Sat Down And Ate Breakfast , And Talked , Which Was So Amazing Because I Needed A Deep Conversation.

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I Totally Forgot , Today Is Bryan's Funeral .

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Me And Andrew Took Our Showers And Got Dressed For The Funeral .

Andrew Looked So Good In The Suit , All Black .

I Had On A Knew High Dress With Some Black Heels With My Hair Curled .

We Left .

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We Arrived At The Funeral And Walked In .

It Had Already Started .

We Sat Down And Bryan's Sister Looked Back At Me .

I Looked Back At Her .

Andrew Grabbed My Hand And Sat It On His Lap And Just Held It .

He's Always There For Me .

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2 Hours Past -

The Funeral Is Over , They Took Bryan's Body To The Grace Yard And Buried Him .

Honestly , That Was The Saddest Thing I Ever Seen In My Life , I Actually Did Love Him , I Actually Wanted Something With Him , A Family Would've Been Nice , But He Drove Me To This , He Left Me No Choice .

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Me And Andrew Left .

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He Didn't Say Anything The Whole Drive Back Home .

Of Course I Had To Break The Silence

" Andrew " I Said

" What " He Asked

" Why Are You So Quiet " I Asked

" Why Are You So Quiet " Andrew Asked

" Because You Are " I Said Nervously

" Well There's Your Answer " Andrew Said

" Are You Upset " I Asked

" Are You Upset " Andrew Asked

" Stop Doing That " I Said

" I'm Not Doing Anything " Andrew Said

" Whatever " I Said Rolling My Eyes

" Are You Sad " I Asked

" About What " Andrew Asked

" Andrew Are You Sad About The Funeral , Did It Hurt You To See Someone That I Loved Get Buried , Do You Think I'm Better Off Without Him " I Asked Starting To Tear Up

" Claire , I Mean It Made Me Sad To See You Sad But It Didn't Phase Me , I'm Not Hurt Because Bryan's Dead , Im A Little Hurt Because You Are , I Know How You Felt About Him , And You Had To Kill Him , It Was Either You Or Him Claire , And You Didn't Deserve To Die " Andrew Said

" Maybe I Do Deserve - " I Started To Say

" Don't You Dare Say That Claire , You Really Think You Should Be The One Going Underground Right Now , Do You Think You Should Be The One With A Gun Shot Bullet In Your Heart Right Now , Do You Think You Should Be The One Leaving Your Friends And Family Behind , No , You Shouldn't Be The One , He Should Be And He Is The One , Claire You Can't Blame Yourself For Saving Your Life , You Were Fighting Death , And Unfortunately You Had To Win In A Way That No One With A Good Heart Wants To " Andrew Said

I Couldn't Say Anything Else To Him , I Hate When He Reads Me Like That , He Knows Exactly How I'm Feeling And He Knows Exactly What To Say , Andrew Loves Me , And I Have To Love Him , It's No Pressure To Love Him , He's So Sweet To Me , And He's So Gentle To Me When He Speaks To Me And Touch Me , He Looks At Me With Nothing But Love In His Eyes , How Could I Throw That Away .

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We Arrived Home And It Was Late .

Andrew Got Out Of The Car And Walked To The Door , I Walked Behind Him .

Before I Walked In , I Looked Back At My Actual House , I Had A Little Flashback Of Me And Bryan , Laughing And Having A Good Time .

" Are You Ok " Andrew Asked

I Turned Around

" Yes " I Said Smiling

I Walked In And Took Off My Coat And Heels .

" Long Day " Andrew Said

" Very " I Said Sitting On The Couch

" Wanna Go To Bed " I Asked

" We Can " Andrew Said

We Walked Upstairs And To The Bedroom .

I Took Of My Dress And Put On A Cropped Shirt And Panties

I Looked In The Bathroom Mirror , Andrew Walked Behind Me And Grabbed My Waist And Kissed My Neck

I Smiled

" Really Andrew " I Said

" Not Really , I'm Not Pushing It " Andrew Said

He Picked Me Up And Sat Me On The Counter , He Continued To Kiss My Neck And My Chest

Andrew Didn't Want To Have Sex , He Wasn't As Fast As He Usually Is .
 
Andrew Licked My Neck .

" Andrew " I Said

He Stopped

" I Just Wanted To Taste You , That's All " Andrew Said Smiling

He Walked Away

That Turned Me On .

I Want Him Now .

I Walked After Him

He Sat On The Bed And Looked At His Hand , I Walked In Front Of Him And Climbed On His Lap

I Kissed Him

He Flipped Me Over And Broke The Kiss

" Not Tonight " Andrew Said

" Andrew Please " I Said

" Babygirl Im Sorry , But I Dont Think That's What You Need Right Now " Andrew Said Softly

" I Need You Right Now " I Said Pulling Him

Andrew Let Out A Little Chuckle

" Claire Go To Sleep " Andrew Said

" Fine " I Said

Andrew And I Snuggled Up And Went To Sleep .

I Said It Before , I Hate When He Reads Me Like This .