A Tragic Love

Secrets

Disclaimer : If You Dont Believe In Abortion Or Against It , I Want You To Know While Reading This , The Story Is Fake This Didnt Really Happen

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After Yesterday I Felt Like I Andrew Blamed And For Being Pregnant , He Blamed Me Like I Had Sex With Myself .

I'm Not Gonna Tell Anyone About My Pregnancy Because It's Gonna Get Around And It's Gonna Get To Bryan's Family , And I Can't Deal With That .

I Can't Tell Melanie Or Brandon , They Have Their Own Baby To Worry About .

I Can't Figure Out If I Want To Keep The Baby Or Not , But With Andrew's  Response To It I Dont Think I Want To Keep The Baby

Andrew Is Right I'm Not Ready For A Child , I'm Not Even Ready For A Committed Relationship, I Barely Can Trust Andrew , So Why Should I Have A Child With Him .

I Don't Want To Put The Baby Through Arguments And Not Having It's Father In It's Life .

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I Got Up To Start My Day , I Know What I Have To Do .

I Took A Shower And Put A Simple But Cute Outfit On

I Have To Go To The Doctor , I Did My Hair And Walked To The Kitchen And Fixed Me Some Coffee .

When The Coffee Was Done I Grabbed My Purse And Keys And Walked Out .

I Walked To My Car , Andrew's Car Was Still At His House .

Good , He's Not Out .

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I Jumped In The Car And Drove To The Abortion Clinic .

It Wasn't That Far From My House .

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About 20 Minutes Past And I Arrived .

I Got Out And Walked To The Clinic .

I Walked In And The Clinic Was Empty

Wow .

I Checked Myself In And Waited .

A Few Minutes Later My Name Was Called And I Walked To The Back .

The Doctor Told Me To Follow Her And I Did

We Went Into This Room That Had A Lot Of Pictures Of Stressed Our Woman .

I Got Nervous

" So , Whats Going On " The Doctor Asked

" Um , I'm Pregnant And - " I Said

" You Want To Abort The Baby " The Doctor Finished

" Yes " I Said

" And It's Nothing Wrong With That , We Get Thousands Of Women Everyday " The Doctor

" Alright " I Said

The Doctor Gave Me Some Papers To Fill Out And Them Gave Me My Prescription

" Take These When You Get Home , After 24 To 48 Hours The Baby Should Be Gone " The Doctor Said

" Alright " I Said Taking A Deep Breath

I Stood Up And Began To Walk Out

" Ma'am " The Doctor Called Out

I Turned Around

" God Bless You " She Said

" Thank You " I Said

I Walked Out .

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I Walked To My Car And Just Sat There For A Minute

I Opened The Bottle Of Pills And Realized It's Just 1 In Here .
I Took It Out

This Is The Right Thing To Do .

I Put The Pull In My Mouth And Got A Bottle Of Water And Forced It Down .

It's There Now .

I Started My Car Up And Drove Home

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20 Minutes Past

I Made It Home .

I Pulled In My Drive Way And Andrew Was Coming Out Of His House .

I Got Out Of The Car And Got My Purse

I Was About To Walk In My House

" Claire " Andrew Screamed

I Ignored Him

He Ran Over To Me .

" Claire " He Screamed Again

I Hurried To Unlocked My Door

He Called My Name Again

I Unlocked The Door And Opened It And Walked In

He Ran Up To The Door

I Tried To Close It But He Put His Hand On It

" What Are You Doing " Andrew Asked

" Andrew , I Dont Want To Argue With You Right Now Ok , I Dont Have The Energy " I Said Softly

He Kept Holding The Door Open

" I'm Not Here To Argue " Andrew Said

" Well What " I Said

" Let's Have The Baby Claire , I Can Do It " Andrew Said

I Looked At Him With A Confused Look

I Just Killed This Baby , What Am I Gonna Tell Him .

I Have To Make Up Something , Quick

" Uh , About The Baby , Uh , The Doctor Said It Couldn't Survive Because I Was To Stressed " I Said Looking Down.

" Really " Andrew Said

" Yes " I Said

" Damn " Andrew Said

" I'm Sorry " Andrew Added

" Ok " I Said

I Wasn't Gonna Say It Was Ok , Or It's Not His Fault , Because It's Not Ok And It Is His Fault , I Had To Kill My First Child Because I Had To Protect It And Myself From Andrew Picking And Choosing When He Wants To Be A Father .

Andrew Took His Hand Off The Door .

" What Did You Come Over Here For " I Asked

" Uh , I Think I Left Something In Your Car , My Papers To Sign For My House " Andrew Said

I Unlocked The Car Door

" Go Check " I Said

Andrew Walked To The Car And Opened The Door And Started To Look

While He Was Looking I Forgot

Shit , My Pill Bottle

I Nervously Looked At Andrew

I Seen Him Stop And Just Look Down

Shit , Shit , Shit , Shit
I Walked To The Car

" What's This " Andrew Asked

" What " I Asked

" This " Andrew Said