Patrick stumps sister

Pete or brendon?

Emily pov

1 month later

I wake up alone and cold

It's The beginning of October a month since I made my mistake

I look at the spot where Pete laid hours earlier

I got a cramp and jumped up and ran to the bathroom

Nothing.

I look in the mirror I have bags under my eyes I look bloated but I'm not

Maybe I'm getting fat?

My hair is greasy and my nails look like shit I need a hair cut

I shower get dressed in my black jean mini skirt that fits well

I put on my neon green tank top and my black jacket that I leave unzipped

I tie my chuck Taylor's

I grab my phone and $50 and my keys

I lock the door behind me and walk over to Ryan's apartment

I knock

He doesn't answer so I try and open it

Locked

I take out my key and unlock the door going in

He had some music playing softly

I went to the bathroom and he wasn't there the door open

I go to his room an open the door

Ryan is standing there in his boxers his tan skin and his toned stomach it looks like he's been working out but his hair is messy in its Fo hawk hair style looks like he could use a hair cut himself

He catches me looking him up and down and smirks

"Looking good yourself" he says

"What?" I ask

"I saw you looking" he says

"I can't help it sorry" I say

"Don't be" he smiles

"Have you been working out?" I ask

"Yeah I have so has Brendon dallon and spencer" he says

"Oh cool" I say totally turned on

He steps closer so his is like 5 feet away from me

"So?" he asks

"What?" I ask

"Why are you here it's not to stare at me in my boxers you told me I have no chance" he says

I frown

"Ryan I can't that's why not that if I wasn't already dating Pete and already made a big mistake with Brendon I wouldn't date you cause I would!" I spit

He smirks me knowing that he did it on purpose and got the answer he wanted

"But we can't" I say

His smirk fades into a strait line across his face

"I know I wish but in a way I don't" he says

"What do you mean?" I ask

"I want you to be single so we can date, but that would mean Pete would either hurt you leave you or die and I can't wish any of those on him" Ryan says

I step closer to him hugging him

"I lo... like you" he says

I look at him and him looking behind me