tw: addiction, broken families, drug use
was this your plan?
did you mean to be taken to the jail?
did you mean for your siblings to have to clean up all those burnt spoons in your house?
did you mean for me to not meet you until i was 11 years old?
did you mean to leave your kids for all that time?
did you mean to get addicted to that poison you injected into your veins?
did you mean to make your mom cry?
did you mean to poison your brain?
did you mean to miss out on 11 christmas', thanksgivings, birthdays, and more?
did you mean to make your mom say each year so many more years until edward is back?
did you mean to make her count down the days?
did you mean to make yourself a walking zombie?
did you mean to go right back to your old ways?
uncle ed, i sure hope you didn't mean to.
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