I've Got An Girlfriend

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Ship: Krii7y
~Smii7y's POV~

I Look At The Door In Front Of Me With Such Nervousness. Why Am I Doing This? I Look Back At My Bag Lightly Before Back At The Door. I Take A Deep Breath In Before Puffing Out Right Back In. I Slowly Raise My Shaking Hand And Knock On The Door. God This Is Stupid, I Shouldn't Be Doing This. I Should Just Leave. Oh God What If He Hates Me?

"Smiithers?"

I Snap Out Of My Thoughts And Look At The Tall Man In Front Of Me. John, My Best Friend And Crush At Once. Now Lemme Explain Something Before We Continue On. I Am Surprising Him With An Visit And Also Trying To Confess To This Man At Once. It Was Horrible And Nerve Wrecking. But, Let's Carry One.

"Hey John! I Uh, Hope You Don't Mind The Surprise Visit."

I Can Only Watch Him Smile Some. God That Smile Can Make Me Happy Any Day, Maybe Just Not Today. I Smile Lightly As He Steps Out And Hugs Me Lightly. I Only Hug Back Quickly Before We Back Away.

"Of Course Man! I Love When You Visit. Come On In."

He Goes In And Waits At The Door For Me. I Walk In And He Shuts The Door After Me. God This Man Is So Sweet. I Clean My Shoes Off Before Looking At John With An Smile.

"You Know Where The Guess Room Is, Go Put Your Stuff Down And Meet Me In The Living Room. Okay?"
"Okay."

I Left The Man And Ran Upstairs And Put My Stuff Down, I'll Keep It In My Bag Until Later Just In Case I Have To Leave Quickly From Embarrassment Or He Hates Me. I Sigh Before Returning Back To John Who Was Now Scrolling Through His Phone And Sitting On The Couch. I Sigh Lightly And Flop On The Couch Next To John And Groan Which Makes Him Look At Me.

"You Okay?"

I Don't Respond And Only Groan Again. He Shakes His Head And Stares At Me For Awhile. I Respond.

"I Don't Know."

He Raises An Eyebrow As I Finally Sit Up Straight. I Can Feel That He Was Getting Serious.

"Go On Smiithers."

I Don't And Only Shake My Head.

"Nah, Just Distracted I Guess."

He Only Nodded Before Putting His Phone Away.

"So, What Do You Wanna Do?"
"I Don't Know. But I Really Wanna Confess Something."

He Stares At Me And Waits For Me To Confess. I Turn My Body To John And Sit With My Kegs Folded. I Grab His Hands And Get Extremely Nervous. I Close My Eyes And Speak.

"John I... I Really Like You, Like A Lot. I Would Take An Bullet For You If I Had To. I Would Die For You. You Are So Amazing And Perfect That No One Could Resist Your Charm. Look, What I'm Trying To Say Is I Like You- No, I Love You."

I Open One Eye To See Him Staring At Me, Probably Processing What I Just Said. Then I Saw Him Frown, Never An Good Sign. I Get Prepared For His Words While Trying To Hold In Tears.

"Smii7y... I Like You As Well But..."
"B...But?..."
"I Got An Girlfriend..."

I Freeze Up Some. He Has An Girlfriend...? And He Never Told Me...? I Look At Him To See Him Looking Away Lightly. I Only Chuckle Lightly And Let An Tear Fall, He Only Stares At Me With Sadness And Shock.

"Smii--"
"I See. Well, I'm Sorry For Bothering You Then. I'll... I'll Just Get Going."

I Stand Up Quickly And Run Back To The Room While Having My Phone Out. I Bought An Ticket To Leave In An Hour To Go Back To Canada. I Reach The Room And Grabbed My Back And Turning Back To Leave Only To See John In My Way. I Look For Another Escape Before Seeing It. I Back Up Some As John Walks In.

"Smii7y, Let Me Speak-"

I Don't As I Quickly Unlock His Window And Jump Out, It Wasn't Much Of An Fall Yet I Failed It And Twisted My Ankle In The Wrong Way. I Yelped Lightly And Look Up To See John Looking Down At Me In Horror. I Hear Him Shut The Window And Lock It, I Made My Slow Get Away With John Chasing After Me Through It All. I Reached The Airport With John Not So Far Away, I Hear Him Yell Lightly.

"Smii7y Please Wait!"

I Finally Stopped And Catch My Breath Only To Realize That I've Been Crying The Whole Time Which Explained Why I Needed To Catch My Breath. I Look Back At John Who Ran Over To Me And Hugged Me. I Only Cried Harder.

"Smii7y Please Calm Down... I'm Sorry For Hurting You.."

I Shake My Head And Choke Out And Response.

"N-No I Should've Knew You Would Have Someone Else. I-I'm Sorry..."
"Don't Be, But Don't Leave Either. I Don't Want You To Go Yet. I Still Wanna Be Friends."
"O...Okay... I'll Stay."

He Smiled And Pulled Back From The Hug Only To Wipe My Tears Some. He Then Heard An Little Yelp Escape My Lips Since I Still Hurt My Ankle. He Only Sighed Some And Picked Me Up Before Starting To Walk Us To The Hospital. I Only Sigh Some Before He Spoke.

"Smii7y. Be Careful Next Time. I Don't Want You Hurt."

I Nodded My Head And Mumbled And 'Okay' Before Closing My Eyes And Resting. I Still Should've Known.

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