Hidden Feelings (Destiel AU) (DISCONTINUED)

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*Cas's POV*

Dean unwraps my pourly made casserole as Sam gets a serving spatula. Gabe and I sit hesitantly as the brothers get plates, utensils, napkins and the rest of the food. We quietly serve ourselves before Gabe brings up an unusual subject.

"Cas, have you guys fucked yet?"

I choke on my chicken right after it enters my mouth. I try to cough it up and faintly hear Dean coughing also. Dean clears his throat and says, "What the actual fuck, Gabe?"

"I was just wondering!" he says with a sly grin on his face. I hear someone mumble, no idea who, perv.

We eat the delightful dinner talking about different subjects. Compliments to the chef, and a "This isn't half bad, Cas." and everyone agrees. Sports, which aren't my area of expertise so I just nod in agreement. Books, brought up by Sam. Dean and Gabe groan and start talking about a LARP, whatever that is. It took about two hours before we finish our food and move onto dessert.

Dean opens the fridge while everyone else packs up dinner. "Son of a bitch!" Everyone stares at Dean as he slams the fridge door.

"What happened, Dean?" I ask him. Walking over, I notice he doesn't have anything in his hands. No pie. "Oh." I say, he nods. "Well, we can go to that one place. Remember went there?". He nods again.

"Come on," I say, pulling him toward the door. Sam and Gabe follow us closely. We, thankfully, take the elevator down. Dean grabs my hand and walk out of the building.

Everything is going just fine as we walk to the diner. We decided to walk since it wasn't to far. Dean and I get stares, some intentionally and some not. Some make rude remarks and we ignore them. I have decided that even though people are mean, you can't hide forever. Dean is with me, so I'm safe. Also since I'm with Dean, I'll keep him safe.

We all enter the large bar/diner thing. Dean waves to someone I can't see, and we sit in a booth, I next to Dean. A brown haired lady runs over, "Dean! It's been so long since we all saw you. Ash has been needing a guy to chat too."

"It's nice to see you too, Ellen. Tell Ash it'd be cool to hang. Not right now, I'm a bit busy." he responds, glancing at me.

Ellen, I guess is her name, looks at me and raises her eyebrow. She looks back at Dean and he nods. "Well, I'll get Jo over here." she states. She walks away.

I turn to Dean, giving him a confused look. "That's Ellen. She owns the place. My dad and her husband worked together, not anymore. Ash and Jo are her children." he explained. Sam and Gabe look at the menu together, deciding what to get.

Dean passes me a menu. He tells me his favourite pies and ice creams. Pecan, with blueberry icecream. He gets that, making me share with him. The younger ones get cake, making Dean disgusted.

Jo walks up to out booth, seeing me. Her face has a Oh shit look on it. "What do you guys want?" she says quickly.

Dean tells her, making sure she gets it just right. Sam and Gabe argue which cake to get. Dean puts an arm around me while the two bicker. Jo glances at us and flushes. They finally decide what to eat and Jo scurries off.

Dean laughs and puts our menus away. His lips touch my cheek and I feel my neck get hot. I hear two groans from across the table and a "Get a room you two!" from Gabe.

"You guys get a room!" Dean remarks. I laugh as Gabe gasps. I'm glad Dean likes Gabe. If only Luci was as well behaved. My train of thought gets cut off as Dean's lips hit mine unexpectedly. My knuckles hit the underside of the table as my hands go up in suprise. I move mine against his for a second before he pulls away and sticks his tongue out to Gabe. Gabe returns his guesture by copying him mockingly.

"You two are like children!" Sam remarks as I recover from the suprise kiss. They shrug in unison.

"Immature kids." I say. Gabe scoffs, handing slamming against the table. We laugh at him. Everything is going just fine. Great, really.

Jo quickly slides our food in front of us and motions for Dean to come with her without saying anything. He glances at me and slides out. Gabe and Sam eat their food, moaning jokingly. I wait for Dean to come back before I eat. I look around for a few minutes until I see him smiling brightly.

"Hello, Dean." I greet him.

"Hey Cas." he says, sliding back into the seat. He presses his lips to my cheek and grabs the silverware.

"What did Jo want?" I ask him quietly.

He chuckles a second, "Tell you later, Cas. Right now let's just enjoy this awesome time."

I nod and take the fork out of his hand. He glares at me, but lets me keep the fork. I stab into the sweet pie, taking a bite. Oh, I think immediately. I look over at Dean whi gives me a knowing look.

"This must be heaven." I say, taking another bite. He rips the fork from my hand and shoves a bite of it into his mouth. We take turns passing the fork back and forth.

Reluctantly we finish the pie and icecream, saddened when it is gone. We wait for the other two to finish their cake, we pay, then leave.

I walk happily hand-in-hand with Dean back to the apartment. Gabe and Sammy go inside while Dean and I stay behind to talk.

"I wish you could stay the night tonight," he says, twisting his fingers with mine.

"I can." I say. I step closer and put my arms around his neck.

"Alone." he adds.

"Oh," I say, "Well, if it's okay with you, Gabe can stay here and you can come on over."

"I dunno. Maybe. I just... want to he with you. You're special." he says shrigging his shoulders.

"So it's okay if he stays here while you come over?" I ask. He nods and we go inside, hand in hand.

"Gabe, you're staying here with Sam-" I start. I don't finish because Sam is leaning down, kissing the short Gabe. Dean and I stare for a few seconds before he clears his throat and the two break apart.

"I was saying that if, Gabriel, you want to stay here with Sam you can. Dean is coming to my house." I say again.

"Okay, Cassie." Gabe says quickly before grabbing Sam's long hair, pulling him down to lock lips. Dean slowly walks to his room, dragging me behind him.

He closes the door and sighs. Dean sits on the bed looking at me. "What?" I ask.

He shrugs, "I- you're just beautiful."

I laugh. "Oh." I say sarcasticlly.

"Cas. Don't. Just accept it, okay baby?" he says and I nod. He stands up, cupping my cheek in his hand. He leans down, slowly and softly kissing my cheek.

"You should get ready." I say after I kiss him back.

"Yeah," he says and gets some clothes and his tooth brush.

"Let's go," I say and we leave, ignoring the two making out on the couch.

So I suck.... Sorry guys for the updates. I know this is very short but its been a few weeks :( I wish I had a really good excuse like homework haha who am I kidding I dont do hw at home. ANYWAY! I made a destiel instagram account. it's @destiel_is_fantastic_at_221b so I you want to check it out it's there. Thanks! :):) Love y'all

-Olivia