Kidnapped

the breaking point

okay so just letting you know brads mom is a cop just to clarify this so you don't get confused(:

brads pov

two weeks. it's been two weeks since I've last seen her. it's been two weeks since I've last talked to her or touched her.

depression is real. I've recently found this out. I always thought it was an excuse to get people to feel bad for you but it's not. it's real because I have felt depression myself. two weeks

two weeks of barely eating two weeks of sleepless nights. and two weeks of depression. one night

one night was all it took for my life to turn completely upside down. one kiss

one kiss was all it took to get me distracted enough to not notice she left. five minutes

five minutes was all it took for her to be gone. I'll never find her. it's impossible my best friend is gone. what I he's hurting her? what if he's abusing her? what if she's crying or upset?

all of these thoughts swirling through my head are making me nauseous

I ran to the toilet and emptied anything that was left it my already mostly empty stomach

I can't do this. I think I have reached my breaking point. and I don't know how much more I can take.

I love her

everyone says you don't know what you have until it's gone well that's true. I love her but I was so selfish and held it in and now she's gone.

I never got a chance to kiss her or tell her how i felt

god I'm so stupid!

"dammit!" I scream as I punch the dry wall in the bathroom with my fist

not even a minute passes by when my mom comes running it

"brad what the hell are you doing in here is everything... "

she trails off as she stares at the fist sized hole in the wall

"Bradley I understand you lost her and that must be devastating but hat does not give you the right to break stuff and go on a rampage!"

I sink to the floor and break. this is what emptiness feels like.

my mom sinks to the floor and wraps her small arms around me

"brad it will be okay... we will find her. I will find her"

"h-h-how. it's impossible she's gone.... she's gone" I sob

"brad i got assigned to her case. we are doing the best we can. I wasn't supposed to tell you this because it's private information but there were security cameras on that street and we are going through the footage right now"

"please mom I need her I can't I need her" I whimper

"I'll find her" she whispers