Long texts and midnight calls 24/7 from you,
Ain't that exciting anymore,
In fact,
I ignore.
Replying others excitedly while your half-heartedly,
The commitment weighing me down until I suffocated and annoyed.
Sorry to you it's not enough, as I hurt you deeply.
Explanation ain't enough as well as you need a clear one and in my hand,
I don't.
The vows we share,
The promises we build,
I always wonder was it real or infatuation.
Or illusion.
Maybe it's just an empty hope with no guarantee.
Call me and label me the bad one.
The one broke the vows and promises.
The one that left you hanging.
I'll take it all without a word without any hesitation.
As long as you live happily and well while I carry this guilt, this burden, this sin, this weight until I have the courage to face you and asks for forgiveness.
'Till then, be happy and heal your heart.
One day. Someday. I'll able to explain this faded feelings.
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Poetrycompilation of unconfessed, unspoken and indescribable thoughts with feelings. ( poems and random thoughts were originally written by Shiba Luna; me. )
