Trying to move on

Chapter 1~ Messing Up Mate

Jax's P.O.V.

FUCK!!! Oh course she his daughter, my mate is the daughter of Rulpha Storm, who does the mood godess hate me?! "Oh quick whine like a pup, geez your bring down my ego with my mate." "Really that's all you can think about right now?"

"uh yea, have you not seen her? She is beautiful, smart, and cocky." he purr, i rolled my eyes. "Ah Ms. Storm, I'm Jaxson Mill-, "Oh I know exactly who you are Mr. Cold hearted," she sneared at me. Ethan was starting to get angry, my wolf hates being disrecpted even if she was our mate. "Listen and listen here mate, you should learn who your alpha is, and that's me. Your father was messing with us, I did what I had to do to protect my people when if I did kill our father." I snapped at her. I notice tears coming down her face, her eyes felt to much sadness, hate and lonelyness, scared. I didn't want her to be scared of me that was the last thing I want was for her, my mate, my futre Luna, my everything to be scared of me. "Ruby I'm sor-. She took off heading north of the pack houses and into the woods, great now we have a mess of things with the pack still and another bigger shit pile with my mate. "Yeah that sounds like you for messing things up, and msotly with our mate!!! How could you be so stupid and to bring up us killer her father?! That is something in her you idiot." he whine/growled "I know Ethan, I'm working on it." I headed up to the office, Alpha Rulpha's old office, I've been staying at in my room to do pack business, but I'm hoping he'll have something on Ruby. Opening the door, I was a ever neat/clean office. An oak desk near the glass window, and a laptop on top, walking over to the laptop and opening the screen, it awaking and asking if I was a quest or Rulpha, clicking on Rulpha is opened to his screen, the background was a picture of him and Ruby. She has a gorgous smile, I snapped out of my day dream and continue on my mission, pulling up his pack members files, looking for Ruby's name and opening her folder. Rading through the thigns he comment on her file was interesting, he adopted her when she was little, her parents left her, leaving her in her uncle arms. He fully adopted her. She likes to be in the woods and will come home before night fall, loves to play with the pups of the pack, etc... As i read her file I learned more about her past and learned not only was he her uncle but also her father who took her in as a pup. Now I flet like a dick especially for what I said to her, oh god, how do I make it up to her, and not have her reject me? " You could always mark her, so she can't reject you" "yes, but that'll make her hate me even more." I just kept think of ways to appologized to my mate.