I loved you then, I love you now...

Chapter 1

Taehyung's POV

It was a nice sunny day and all of us were practicing our dance for what felt like the hundredth time. Everyone was tired; sweat dripping down and ruining our shirts. Someone or the other would make a mistake and ten it was back to start again.

My eyes couldn't help but travel to Jungkook, the way his body moved, the way he seemed so perfect in all his gestures and the way he looked so focused was really mesmerizing. He inspired me to do better too and soon enough the practice was done.

Everyone groaned as they fell to the ground as the choreographer told us that we did well. We were glad that he liked us very much because I did hear that he was relatively strict when it came to other groups. I saw Jungkook get up and go to the choreographer to discuss something and Hoseok followed him and it just made me feel completely love stuck. Jungkook had a hold on my heart which I didn't mind at all.

I saw the choreographer ruffle Jungkook's hair and Hoseok pinch his cheeks and I felt jealous. Not because Jungkook was so loved by everyone but because they all were able to touch him without feeling like their heart was going to burst out.

Yoongi called us all to take out things and we all got into the car, in a hurry to just get home and lay in our beds. We all walked into the house one by one, tiredness taking over our body but then Jin announced that he wanted to be the first take a bath and I whined because I wanted to be the first to do that, the feeling of my drying shirt against my skin was an uneasy one.

But Jin was the oldest so he went in first while I sat down on the couch to rest. I had almost closed my eyes when i felt arms wrapping around me in a hug and at first I got a little irritated because I thought it was Jimin trying to make me feel more gross but then I opened my eyes and my heart almost stopped because it was Jungkook.

He didn't say much and just snuggled his face in the crook of my neck and let out a satisfied sigh. My entire body went on alert and I stiffened because Jungkook was so close, he smelled so good and fuck! He felt so soft despite being all muscle.

"Oh hi Kookie, is everything okay?" I asked a little concerned when he didn't say much.

"Oh nothing I'm just really tired" He said not even looking at me and I was both happy and sad.

Happy because thank god he didn't look at me or I would have definitely wanted to kiss him and sad because why didn't he look at me, I wanted to kiss him.

I untangled myself from his koala like hug and got comfortable on the couch and pulled him closer so we could cuddle. He rested his head on my chest and I started playing with his fluffy black hair. it felt a little strange because doing this calmed all nerves, made me feel a little safe and happy even though it didn't stop the racing of my heart and hoped that Jungkook wouldn't hear it.

When I looked down to him, he was blushing and his ears were red causing me to let a silent whine. That was such a bad move because just then Jungkook looked up and we looked into each other's eyes.

I was completely lost in his eyes which looked so soft, they held so much emotion and it made me feel like I could never get tired of them. I just wanted to be able to wake up every morning and watch those eyes open and wanted these eyes to be the last thing I see before I slept.

We broke eye contact when Jimin came into the sitting room shouting about losing his headphones somewhere and also about the scary sounds the air conditioner was making. He spotted us looking way too comfortable on the couch and smirked at us.

"Awe looks at the two love birds all cute and cuddly." Jimin said as he sneaked up on us, giving both me and Jungkook a mini heart attack.