Chapter 1 :
Dear Blog,
Hey guys, sorry I haven't spoken to you in a while, I have been....busy....you see, my parents have been bullying me again, as you know from my previous post, I nearly tried to kill myself. I'm sick of life, Infact, I hate it. Well, I have to go, parents are calling, not that I want to go anyway.
Hello, If you don't know me, My name's Shane Dawson. I make hopefully, funny yet serious videos on my youtube channels. "SHANE DAWSON, GET YOUR FAT ASS OUT HERE!" I hear my dad shouting out to me. Did I mention, we are homeless, live on an abonded tennis court, he is an abusive acholic guy and he is an idiot. I wish mum was here, and not roaming to find a job. "Coming Dad." Dad stares at me, he slaps me across the face. "What Am I? Your Dad? Your a mistake, I hate you! Your a gay emo faggot! Did I call you? I believe not!" I stare at him, with anger in my eyes. I run back over to my spot on the tennis court, I see people stare, and it's annoying. They have sad looks in there eyes, but they just walk away. I only have a cheap camera, just incase your wondering. I go to school, but it isn't one of those high tech schools, obviously. My dad hates me, my mum loves me, and so does my brother, Jerid. My mum, brother and I want to leave dad, but he...well, he has some sort of power over mum or some shit...
"Honey, I'm back!" I hear mum say. I race out, but realise it's freezing but I don't care, because It's mum. "Hey mum! Did you...find a job?" She shrugs her shoulders, and bows her head. I hug her. "It's going to be okay mum, I love you." I hear Jerid coming. "Hey mum, dad's drunk...again.." Jerid sighs. Mum looks like she is used to it, well, having to put up with him for three years, you would be too. Jerid ushers me to go to sleep, I sigh. Jerid immediatly falls asleep. I lay there, I can hear mum and dad shouting, and people are staring at them, I tell them to piss off, because it ISN'T funny. They get scared and run off. Jesus.Fucking.Christ. I hate my life. with a captial HATE.
