and so this is to you
i met you, the real you, that night we met at the pub, the night we could finally relax and be our selves, at that moment, that very moment i knew that i liked you.
after everything, those trapped doors, all the unexpected journeys i went through, you were the most unexpected, you were..sorry, are, perfection.
you make me the most happiest ive every been and i get it, i have my off days where my anxiety gets to me or i have a low day and the depression hits me but that doesnt fase you, its like youve known me all along.
everyone says they see that im a lot happier and i just brush it off and say its the meds but they all disagree its you, its always been you.
my life has led to this moment, i wasnt suppose to die, i was suppose to live my life so i can finally meet the one who truly understands me, who loves me the way i am, who wont abandon me.
your the one thing that keeps me going, the one thing that makes me smile in the morning because i know what ever happens you will always be there for me no matter what.
i just wanted to say thank you.
