subliminal rambles

current playlist

i've been listening to this current playlist for a while now because, although i'm an exceptionally good student and manage all a's in my classes, i still continue to struggle with school things that don't relate to grades. i'm not bullied necessarily, people in my school are quite kind to be honest and i have a large friend group, but i struggle with my jealousy. i'm an extremely jealous person and that's not a trait i'm proud to have. my best and closest friend, who we will call "kaia" for the sake of privacy and updating, has been getting close to, say, "maddie." maddie is hilarious and cool and i'd love to be best friends with her, but kaia is standing in my way. she's constantly being clingy and it's only when i'm around. i'm not only struggling with the jealousy of my best friend parading around her new best friend and acting innocent to me, but i'm also upset that my relationship with maddie is being jeopardized because kaia is a stubborn bitch. sorry, i had to rant. it feels good getting that out though. so anyway, sorry for the long ramble. here's my playlist:

get results overnight - miss subliminals
perfect school life - ivy subliminals
queen bee school package - krystal
school survival kit - ocean subliminals
powerful booster and flush - soko subliminals
attract friends - —peachygelic
social combo - goals subliminals
desired best friend - m. // sushibcu
instant booster - greedy subliminals
attract a boyfriend - miss subliminals
desired boyfriend - m. // sushibcu
attract the perfect boyfriend - cherrysubs
get results without listening - soko subliminals

it may seem like a lot, but i'm only focusing on three aspects and there are a few boosters in there as well. i'm using many to boost the results. next chapter will be affirmations and goals! <3